master piece
hehe... let me present to u... MY MASTER PIECE!
was doodlin at ren's hse yesterday (we had sleepover mah) and while she was doing her bloggie, i just wasted her marker inks. Haha. u see the blue blue part? yea. they are random lyrics and a lil letter to someone. haix.
yesterday was super fun. morn went to food fair with wenxin to get some ideas for our IPW. we were lyk damn pissed off by the anouncements... then bought a shirt. got electric guitar leh!! haha...
after that went to ren's hse... was greeted by sweedi. haha. she so cute lor. remind me loads of max. onli that she got more dark patches. played game boy with ren and chloe. (ren got the newest gb ok... DS lite. dun play play) brought sweedi down to walk and asked nicholas (ren's cousin)down. haha. he matured more le. not lyk last time. damn childish. not bad lookin too. haha. then we used the comp(and i doodled). dinner was traditional claypot rice. yumyum. went back, bathed, watched nanny mcfee and scary movie 4. haha.. then played even more gameboy. then i annoyed them (ren n chloe were lyk damn tired. no stamina) by playin green day songs on my hp... haha... and the stupid nokia tone. ren went nuts with me... she was plsyin with spooky and we ended up callin it a sperm. haha... went real siao. then when i went down to my bed,(wo3 gen1 ta1 shang4 chuang2 mah) she rolled down to mine and we started laughin again. it was lyk 2 plus onli. and we were already mad. they slept while i played with my hp. and i ended up wakin up the earliest the next day. lol.
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 3:15 pm
tagged
damn. az tagged me. fine. i shall do it. but i'll break some rules.
Three things that scare me:creepy crawlies
heights
rejection?
Three most absurd things that my friends accused of me:being the way i am
of lykin someone
being smart
Three people who make me laugh:someone
my childhood friends lyk xp,kenneth, nicole, tabitha
anyone
Three people I can't live without:Him
childhood friends
9 lovely girls +2C'06
Three things/people I hate:flirts/twotimers
betrayers
guys that play with feelings
Three people I love:Him
friends
family
Three things I don't understand:why cant guys be more sensitive?
why cant skool not be hell?
why cant life be smooth sailing?
Three things on my desk:comics
ipod
pencil box
Three things I'm doing right now:being stressed up
talking on the phone
getting irritated by someone
Three things I wanna do before I die:experiences
experiences
play electric guitar
Three things I can do:slack
play rubbish on electric guitar
pinch pinch pinch
Three things I can't do:be the perfect gurl
be good in electric g.
find the perfect one
Three things I think you should listen to:green day
the click five
mcfly
Three things I don't think you should listen to ever:
naggy teachers
skool
naggy parents
Three things I say the most:
dammit lah
shit... freaking ass
haix
Three of my absolute favourite foods:japanese food
cheese cake
chocolate
Three shows I watched when I was a kid:sailor moon.. (lol)
barney (haha!!)
sesame street... (i used to lyk elmo)
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 9:18 pm
Wednesday
We went to the Kong Guan Biscuit Factory. Haha. Was able to leave class early and escape frm the bordem of chongster and nani. Some lame oral thingy (dun think sick. If it was sick, the guys wont be bored.) took a damn bus ride there. Yughan played with my phone n went to read my messages. Damn it lah.
Reach there onli, they ask us to by the things already. Cheap, yes. Clever, yes. Solve hunger, no. yughan spent 11.15 just on food lor. Wadthehell rite? We watched some old video of the company (and make us drool) and this mr chua guy came to ans some of our question. Then we had a tour round the company. Nth really enriching though. I was just cursing the damned hairnet. Damn uncomfortable lor. Plus my hair kept dropping out. In the end, we had a free packet of cheese biscuit and a cup of chilled lipton tea that wenxin loved so much.
On the way back, all of us were too hungry to make much noise. Justin was willing to kiss ms erma or Gerald or ms wong for 2 bucks. Haha… too bad it didn’t happen. Guess he is really desp. for $$$. then he stuff 7 of the cheese biscuit into his mouth at one go. I tried later and onli can go to max of 4. then yughan also try to beat the record. He put 9. mad lor. Look lyk goin to vomit any time. Huiwen was real concerned man. But we were all laughin lor. Then Justin topped the record again by having 11. crazy lor. Amazingly, they haven have phobia of it lor. We missed the talent search but the rest say its not good.
Friday
Today is collect report bk day. My slot is 8.00 to 8.30. woke up drousy at 7.40 then realized that it was not Saturday. Reached skool just in time. Tim was inside with his mum. Ms nani n mrs tan was in there. When my turn, mrs tan said that I got wad potential and I have to push all my B3s to A2 or A1s. then she said that i get mostly B3s or B4s. so in simple sentences, she could have said that I have to get As?!? Then say wad I veri quiet in class, I have to speak up more, say wad I very guai and my science is good. My jaw nearly dropped lor. And I was pratically “mm” “ah” “orh” through out the meeting lor.
Then met Cheryl ,soonhao, wenxin, tim and justin at comp lab. Did our IT but mine ended up lyk shit. Cant open after I transfer. Heck lah. Not impt. Justin showed us the german kid thing. Damn funny lah. Maple freak lah that kid.
After that, we all (except tim) went to this Eurasian community club thing to jam. Didn’t know haf to book. So we had to call this guy called Dixie. Haha. First time I heard his name, I heard either pixie or trixie. But he turned out to be any pixie. The studio was ok lah. Not as good as I expected. There was this really battered drumset, 2 electric g. , 1 bass, 1 keyboard. We managed to do our first song. Jesus of surburia by green day. Not bad. That time I think I was the bassist. Is it? Then we played twinkle twinkle lil star. Not bad… then was made a fool of urselves. The last 10 mins were the best. Soonhao on drums, me and Cheryl on electrics, Justin on bass. We managed to play the 1st part of jesus of surburia. Not bad…
when we were on the way out, we saw the president. Xia lah. Soonhao went to wave to him lyk siao lor. We girls were laughin lyk siao. Then soonhao went to wave at everyone he sees lor. walao… we were lyk so… lmao. went to the coffee shop next to dunman food centre. We ordered wantan mee. The guys did the ordering while we girl just sit down. Impressed. then when the food came, I wanted green chilli and asked wenxin to ask the lady when she came by. Then Justin said that there was and offered to take for me. That is wad I call gentleman. Really really really impressed. Of onli there were more guys lyk him on earth.
Walked back to skool to meet the rest. Find the girls. Complained with yinglin and cyn abt the last min notice of tmr’s cc test. Went to pp to eat gelato. I bought strawberry (after a long time of choosin) and yinglin got tiramisu. We mixed our flavors and it turned out nicer. Heh heh. Went to ice lemon tee to get the dices that cyn wanted and we ended out buying some real cool braclets. 3 for 5 bucks, for the 3 2cNPCC-ers. Hehe… then we rushed back to skool.
The gurls were suppose to usher the guest to the audi. Then we gave out colour papers for the aeroplane makin session. Damn lame lah. Drank Justin’s coffee pepsi, smsed and get troubled. The onli interesting part of the talk is to admire the handphones. the guy was lyk advertising for apple lor. ohya. When he flashed some nokia phones, 2c’s famous nokia ringtone played. Xiala… I was laughin lor. it ended. Happy. Went home with yinglin. We toked n toked on the bus. Man. Will miss her when our class splits next yr. sobs.
At night got b.s. Tabi and sam was around too. Gave em the test that chen gave durin geog and tried some lame ones online. Lyk wads ur lucky underwear colour, how evil are u (I’m 70% evil… cool) etc.
Long day. Real tired. Real sad. Real depressed.
Saturday
Woke up at 8.20. changed into mufti, packed stuff, went to 31 busstop where yinglin was meetin me. We missed 1 double deck and 1 single deck 31. then I ran to the mrt station to top up my card and missed another 31. rushing for time, we tok double deck 12 there. Memorized the tent pitchin procedure and stuff.
Changed into full uni and fall in. test was hard. But I’m guai. They say no blanks. So I filled up all the blanks. Those that I dunno, I write I dunno and a smiley face. So honest right? Harhar. I think sir zhong yao’s gonna vomit blood markin our papers. Ms nani told us abt the sana course thing on 21st june. I cant go so I have to do it in sec3. wasted lah… haix…
Yinglin, shafiqah n me toke 33 to bedok. The damn bus was lyk freakin slow and hot. Reached bedok, got bubble tea and smt to munch on, we sat n tok. I just non stop teased yinglin… hahax… I was in a damn bad+lame+sadistic+sacarstic mood that time. Not to forget depressed.
Went home, ate light lunch, had party for my sis (her bdae today) then bathed and went out for dinner. Had it in swensens. Crayfish pasta n icecream. Yum. Record for eating icecream everyday for the past 2 weeks. Pro rite? Haha… I’m mad. Went home after tt n helped dad to do the church building fund’s chart. I hate drawing lines.
Haix… things are getting worse. No reply until a short one just now. Will someone just kill me?Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 9:17 pm
songs=feelins
i realise songs are a good source of advices... really can tell wad i'm feelin...haix...FEELINGS:so now...
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go (- never had a dream come true)
and ohman... its so...I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
With a note saying "I love you"and meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been (- Last Christmas)
THOUGHTS...but y cant u be just u?I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
(-Complicated)
i shd be thinkin of this... but..Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for. (-He wasnt)
so now i'm...Some days she feels like dying
Some days it's not worth trying
Now that they both are finding
She gets so sick of crying (-extraordinary girl)
get the picture? why cant we be lyk last time? y?as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends (-wake me up when sept. ends)
DO U REALISE OH DEARLY BELOVED?
now i so wish... but it wont bring me far...Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight and everything will be alright (-give me novacaine)
can u get the message i've been sendin you?It’s your life, and you can do what you wanna do.
Do what you like, but please don’t keep me waitin’.
Please don’t keep me waitin’. (-tired of waiting)
and last of all... if i have to...And in the darkest night
If my memory serves me right
I'll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time. (-whatsername)
Labels: Deep Thoughts, songs
- あい,Rei 11:05 pm
today skool was as slack n as boring. at least this is the last time i am gonna see fengie till next term. woots. too bad still gonna see ms nani. in NP camp n stuff but not rememdial. i'm out.
after skool went out with tammie. went to citylink and walked round untill leg hurt. ended up in Marina squ. and was hunting for rings. haha.. the funny thing is that whenever we bang or touch each other, we both would kanna shocked (in the sense of electricity) damn funny lah. and its lyk almost everytime. so far this my record for being shocked. headed back cos tammie was gonna meet dennis. haix. bloody tired.
newae, i've decided. tammie said that both of em is just as bad and not worthy of it. kinda totally agree with her. but... not easy leh. how?Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 8:31 pm
i hate this.
i hate all of this crap.
its not fair.
wad the hell did i do to receive such treatment huh? toying with feelings is the worst. especially being cheated. f**k off lah. u wan play ur stupid pranks then play it else where. wad goes around comes around. so betta watch out. i dun tolerate it.
Labels: Deep Thoughts
- あい,Rei 7:52 pm
- あい,Rei 9:59 pm
today went to Bukit Chandu Visitor Centre. man... that place is BORING. we waited damn long and got eaten alive by mosquitos while waiting. then this vincent guy pops up and usher us round. the guys went to see the show first and we looked round. man... if we go there for night walk, damn scary. imagine u walk up some 100 yrs old squeaky stairs and then u look into the reflecting well then u see someone behind u and the figurines in the well move. then suddentely the phone thingy ring and u answer it. instead of the passage the person reads, it says hello instead. then the person in the cell starts to sing and talk. man... i will be damn freaked out xia.. we watched the show l8r... it was ok lah. huiwen was holding my hand at most parts of the show... the onli ew part was when they hang the guy on the tree. we l8r found out that tk first principal was an indian man. he used to wear short pants and STOCKINGS. so omg lah. they also said tt once, someone ate char siew pau in the bukit chandu place and the gate suddentely ownself close. all bcos no pork is allowed as tt place belonged to the malay regiment or wadeva its called. but it was damn boring lah. the stupid m&m machine was not workin and we were hungry lyk siao. went back to skool, had recess than had lessons as usual. damn.aft skool, went to cheryl's to play DOA 4. played the story mode 3 times. haha.. fun leh. then i won the survivor mode top scores 2 times. woots. 9 wins and 15 wins... so cool huh. went for g.class. learnt rock stuff. real nice. damn. tmr gonna miss tk talent search all bcos of outing to Kong Guan Biscuit Factory. xiala. You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always somthing in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have a good day
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- あい,Rei 7:54 pm
haix... this week is outings week! woots.
mon - Pular Ubin IPW grps
tues - Bukit Chandu Visitor Center
wed - Flour-y Goumet IPW grps
Social Entrepren. IPW grps
hahax... flour-y goumet goin to kong guan biscuit company. so sian lor. they onli allow us to go in at 1. wad the hell. why cant it be earlier? then can miss more periods. hahax... today the PU grp wasnt around and couple of ppl pon tang skool. so we SLACKED... hahax... watched charlie chaplin... so funny... haix... sian
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- あい,Rei 10:03 pm
last day of being 13
today is my last day of being 13. and i had enjoyed it.i realise something that i cannot deny. it is that the youth peps and the BS ppl never fail to be with me. guess this wad they mean by friends forever. had the pinic today at upper pierce. had loads of fun... then had dinner @ this famous curry place called casurina curry. i know y its famous liao. y? cos we saw the prime minister n his son. and our parents took pics n shaked hands with Mr Lee Hsein Loong. omg... tmr someone is goin to get a new hp. lucky guy... haha... but i'm gonna enjoy myself. not celebrating though. haha. first time i did not organise/prepare my birthday party. every yr i used to b really enthu abt the party.. hahax... Labels: Deep Thoughts
- あい,Rei 10:11 pm
19th may 06
so tired
another typical skool day+np.
last session our beloved ncos are takin us. so sad. after 1.5 yrs together. all the fun, tiring, tough, sad times. those memories arnt gonna fly away. so i'm gonna delicate this post to some of the NCOs that really touched my life...
ma'am peizhen
you may think i am bias but this ma'am is one of the best u can find. she is funny, understanding although my first impression of her is tt she would be damn strict. she took our squard for 1 yr. since the june camp when we were sec1. i think she n sir melvin were the crucial ones that train us in drills n help us pass our promotion test. must thank her alot. so my message to her is that, ma'am, thank u for all the help n care u showed for us. u are one cute, cool and great NCO. hope u will get gd grades for ur Os. plus, rock on , ex vc of campcraft team!
sir melvin
this sir was the one that changed my impression on NCOs and NP. he has a great sense of humor and is lyk the joker in the unit. plus, many gurls were rumoured of lykin him. good ghost story teller. scared the hell out of us durin night walk. also really good in piano. love the tong hua he played last yr...he was really strict and serious when it comes to work. especially when trainin for promotion test. i was pratically everytime taken by him (i mean the grpin). must thank him for the LC rank on my shoulders. message to him: yo dude. rock on. love ur humour. wish yer all the best and that u can guild us in takin squards ok? =)
ma'am raudha
she took our squard since the sec 4s step down. tt time we were sec 1s and she was a temp i/c. she was real nice n cute. even farizan fell for her. haha. we love to make fun of her with the polkadot song. heh heh. too bad she isnt takin our squard now. she is incharge of the sec1s. message for her: love ur dance durin talent search. move that body gurl!
sir teck xiang
haha. one funny guy. although he took us for a short while (when he was a temp. i/c), we had damn lot of fun with him. message to him: keep that laughter n smile going.
ma'am zhiling & ma'am fang li
both are friends of junlin and junwen. they are both funny, cute and encouraging. both were my grp leaders durin the june n dec camps. we had alot of fun then. miss the times. message to them: sweets smiles brighten one's day. score well for yr exams ok?
sir hoting
the baby of the squard... for his squard i mean. plus he was really cute and funny. always make us laugh. Always lyk blur blur one… haha…gonna miss him loads. message for him: jiayou! baby can do big things too!
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 10:05 pm
today no skool. woots.
woke up at 8.45am. soo early.man. played guitar n mini drums till 9.20 then rushed to change. meetin wx at 10 at aljunied mrt. end up, i veri early. so much for rushin. took the bus, went to this shop in potong pasar. ex lor... 1 shirt may end up $19. wad the hell...
then we searched for this other printin shop that we got the ROLC Youth tee frm. walao. we pratically walked frm paya lebar to geylang to aljunied to sims and back to aljunied and up n down the dam buildin twice. all the buildings. was dead tired lah. in the end, we give up. went to bugis.took neos. ate curry bento n got scolded by the sercurity for eatin on the steps.
rushed back. was supposed to go jamming with the "band"... lol... but mother dun allow n cheryl not round so they come to my hse lor. soonhao wanted to play the electric n justin wanted drums. man.. they were LOUD... if it continued for 5 hrs, i would be partially deaf. haha... jkjk... but fun lah... next time go to jamming centre better... then i play the bass or electric... =)
tmr got skool(DAMN),
got NP(HELL).
have to bring full u (SHIT).
haf to polish boots (DARN),
got muster parade(DEAD)
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 6:38 pm
changin places...
azri --- suresh --- gab --- john --- joel --- jerm
hm --- hw --- kkw --- adam --- sean --- rach
gerald --- tate --- mark --- nigel --- joan --- linyi
cyn --- sh --- jamie --- yt --- clay --- wx
fendy --- tim --- yh --- daniel --- yl --- melvin
cheryl --- justin --- sj --- felix --- alex --- yushan
yesterday changed sittings. tt now is the current sittings... haha... i got surround sound... especially in chinese... jerm in frnt, clay behind... non stop tokin... hahax...i think mrs tan knows smt lor... i mean its lyk the arrangment is too... "qiao?" i mean cheryl n im are sittin near, yinglin& yingtai, me & nigel, clayton&wenxin, mark&jamie... its too .... argh. but seriously...ohya... my results. sucky. all lyk so damn low.die lah... not one above 75 lor... i dun even think got one touch the 70s... die ah....hmmm... thinkin of startin a band... =) better go n learn some songs or else malu myself... Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 9:23 pm
14th may 06 (mother's day)agrh... tmr skool again. wad is their damn bloody problem... cant let us slack meh?
newae, i also got loads of things to discuss lah. got the upcomin birthdays, class tee, class bags. man... so many things. then tmr changin places and get back papers. damn it lor. just when i really love my place. can have sweet party all the time. used to dislike my place cos all the fun ppl are at the other end and clayton always pon skool, so does hw sometimes. xiala... hope wanhwa forgets it tmr... also hope that nani forgets abt remedial... hate the remedial.
newae, today the speaker ok lah... was teasin tabi all the way... i just said tt someone (A) looked cute n tt shirt and she say tt someone else (B) is better. then we were lyk tabi lyks (B)!!! haha... then tabi blush blush... hahax... but A realli looked shuai today. =)
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 9:36 pm
"My Sacrifice"-Creed
Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember
When you are with me,
I'm freeI'm careless,
I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there
When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again
When you are with me
I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me
I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice, My sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello
My sacrifice.
Labels: songs
- あい,Rei 10:14 pm
gross food menu, week 6
GROSS FOOD MENUweek 6 - ice kachang?
me and cheryl were damn malu-ed makin this mixture lor. after we make finish, this cleaner came pass our table n we had nth to cover it. i was lyk cant stop laughin lah. cheryl pretended to look at the menu and tried to cover it. didnt work. the cleaner turn round onli, we siam. fast.
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- あい,Rei 10:08 pm
outing with renee
whee... just came back... went to orchard with ren n family. so long never see em liao lor. bought :
- 2 op shirts (1 collar, 1 black tee)
- 1 skirt
- 1 writing set frm kinokuniya
- braclet frm the toy shop
- 1/2 of a keychain frm me to you
so fun lor... i mean shoppin with em. those above a some of my bdae prezzie. yay... =) thanks auntie connie aka god mum! ren and me chatted alot on the way... its like all these yrs tt we are together, she never changed lor. as chio as ever. we bought loads of matchin stuff today lor. e.g. the op shirt, the skirt, the braclet n the keychain. haha... but seriously, we did have damn load of fun. too bad the time was so short and i cant go for dinner with em...
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 9:59 pm
haha. these days have been watchin anime and korean drama too much le.
exams over. yay!! can relax liao...
wednesday last paper. after that went to jamie's hse to american pie (band camp)... we kept have pause n pause cos of jamie's parents/grandparents/maid kept comin in at the sick parts. haha. but it was fun lor. loved the ending when they kissed. so romantic... l8r went off cos got tuition... and so nice, gabriel came also. he and his sick jokes. lol...
thursday went to cheryl's hse at 11... the guys wanted to watch MI3 at tm... and they already bought tickets for us. 8 bucks leh. but the show was ok lah. cheryl was complainin that azri was a huge chatter box. too bad for her... haf to sit next to him... lol.. he was lyk tryin to be his gf... so funny yet... sh came to cheryl's hse after that to play electric. so sad ren wasnt around if not i will go n disturb her... heh heh.
today wanted to go over to rens lor. but she not at home. so sad...
btw... me bae comin soon... wad shd i do for my bdae leh??
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- あい,Rei 10:41 am
just 2 more to go! yay...
haix. exam blues.
today woke up with a damn bad stomach ache. ate 2 panadol pills (first time i am able to sollow it without finishin a whole cup of water first) today is the RCY day. so have to hear the speech. man.. so hot lor... (not the person. the weather.)
screwed up history exam. was damn drousy lah. i dun even know wad was i writin. die. didnt finish the paper lor.
after exams, went out with tammie to bugis. it was damn dead there. took neos, ate brunch(curry bento!) and shopped for earrings. got this real cute spider earrings. lol.
went home dead tired. slept till like 6? abt 5 hrs straight. woke up like zombie like that. now still tired. damn.
tmr is lit exam. nth to study other than the stupid dear departed. hu gives a damn abt the abel merryweather.
cant wait till exams over. man... i am dying soon. wanna play electric.. strings dented. damn it. at least got manga to entertain me now. (downloaded manga!!! =) )
newae, he got a haircut n looks damn cute. *kawaii!* lol... just like Negi....Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 10:15 pm
history repeats itself. and i mean it.Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 5:38 pm
"Anything But Ordinary"- by Avril Lavigne
"Anything But Ordinary"- by Avril Lavigne
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that
I Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see that this world is a beautiful accident turbulent suculent opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
Labels: songs
- あい,Rei 10:39 pm
NP DAY
yea! just 3 more papers to go!!
today is maths paper. ok lah. slightly hard. all the graph i see untill blur.
haix. then today haf to wear the freakin NP full uni to commemorate(correct spellin?) dunno wad NP day... wad the hell lah. then have to fall in at like 6.50? wad the... normally i leave hse at 6.50 lor. when i reached at like 6.45, cyn was already there. she was like "we late liao!! they goin to fall in le!!" the rest also ready liao lor. yinglin also haven come. in the end, when yinglin came, we changed in the classrm, with the help of timothy guarding the doors. (thanks tim) rush mah. no choice.
now i got a freakin skin tear on the back of my both feet. all thanks to the shoes. walao. veri uncomfortable durin the exam lor. the belt also... i cant slouch on my desk lor. cant wait to change out of the uni and chuck it all into my bag! ~yay
after skool, we went to PP... saw this 15 bucks bag frm OP. we were supposed to be shoppin for yughan's and for me, mother's day prezzie. hmm... intended to buy the music box thingy($8.90) for my mum... but then bought 3 cook books for her ($12)... haix.. plus we went to minitoons to get yughan smt. (yinglin...i wan the whole collection for my bdae ah...) on the way, we also bought origini frm yoshinoya... haha... look at too many jap food till cant resist it le mah. XP ohya. b4 tt we also bought some food frm old chang kee... =)
newae... this week i have been goin to pp pratically every day lah. haix.
cant bare to leave 2c... hmm... after exams, gonna organise a whole lot of things! =) *dun think sick!* plus the
class tee... heeheee....
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 3:44 pm
anger....
argh.
yesterday n today veri suay leh. why?
(dun mind me.. i need to release my anger. so skip this post if u mind the vulgarity)
1. yesterday kanna conned by tis freakin old lady outside the MP library. $2.50 for a stapler leh. and its frm ABERDEEN. wad the hell... so wad lah. cheryl veri generous. haix. jamie n yushan met this lady b4... they say use same story some more. wad her friend sick then wad shopkeeper wan her to sell all the things. rubbish lah. when we went back, she was gone. how wonderful. BEWARE OF HER!!!!!!2. dead tired yesterday. seriously dead tired. 3. so much to study. science + chinese paper 14. the fuckin bitch never chop the dictionary for us. then we cannot use the dictionary for exam. stupid HOD not shuang after kanna scolding frm ahber. ahber rocks rocks rocks. love ahber lor. she is our saviour. the fuckin bitch damn biased lor. i know she love 2H but then dun need to fail 2c right?!? walao lor. chop for 2H never chop for us. HATE her. she n her pirated gucchi shirt. i bet its buy 1 get 1 free.5. some bloody bitch that thinks she veri brillient lah. wan to steal ppl's admirer also dunno how. wad the hell... one day i kik ur bloody chair then u know. ass lah. u popular? eat shit lah. u sick? go n die lah. dun even know wad mamogram or simple things still dare to say...ANGER METER....
- OK LAH.... still can tahan
- SPARK ONLY... warning... u've cross the line le
- SMALL FIRE... wad the hell...
- HUGE FIRE!!! F*** LAH! go n die. damn it
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 2:33 pm
1st may's youth performance~
today is the 1st of may. also ROLC's thanksgiving and dedication day for the new building.
and i tell u...
the youth performance rawked. okok... mayb my solo went haywired abit but then its already can be considered not bad for a frozen hand. the aircon was freakin cold. but
the band rawked(inclusive of the singers) especially xp. i last min change the solo yet he still can follow it. man... he is good... thanks xp!
saw loads of old ppl... no offence but yesh. at least they clapped during our performance. =) was really happy after my solo... didnt dare to look up lor. *paiseh* after everything, we had the buffet lunch. natasha had to eat 3 bowls of curry... lol... then we played somemore songs. really fun! =)
love the band... taught tabi the solo...haha... need patience ok tabitha? jia you!
then went home, study some crappy history. the most naggy subject. haix. all germany's fault to start the ww1... jk jk...
main thing for the day : ROLC YOUTH RAWKED.- keyboardist: swisscheese xw
- accoustic guitarist: samuel & kenneth
- electric guitarist: me (paiseh)
- drums: macho xp
- bass: sexy jl
- backup singers: natasha, michelle, sarah, jw
- main singer: tim
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 11:08 pm