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Tuesday, January 30, 2007, 7:08 pm | 0 comments

i just got my hair cut. and its short short short. i think i even look like a boy. :S CRAP.

school has been eating my days faster than ever. i been coming home at 6 plus for the past few days. well, of course i went out with friends or get some stuff in between the time. but still, its taking up loads of time and i am getting so freaking tired.

plus, i think i can pursue a career in tee shirt designing next time. so far i have 3 shirt projects in my hands. youth tee, class tee and nicole's class tee. and each one gets more and more demanding. in fact i am even calling up so many tee shirt companies for price quotes. those in 3A, you BETTER be grateful man.

wont be nice if i had someone to lean upon now and tell me all these frenzy is just one hectic day and the next will be much better. no more CCA craze, no more tests and school hectic, and i get to see the people i love every single day, living a carefree life.

last sunday's sermon mentioned something about the happiest people on the big flat world. and guess what, Singapore stands at the amazing 131th position out of 146 countries. (or somewhere around there) and no, i am not joking. but on the other hand, the happiest people on earth are those that are staying on an isolated island, living on coconuts and fish from the sea that are within steps away. how interesting and fascinating.

but it was an eye-opener for me. they are eating the fish of the sea while we are eating processed fish from the supermarkets. they are jumping into the river for a bath and we got sophisticated water theme parks. but still, they are happier than us. WHY?! i guess we need to slow down to enjoy.

i want to slow down, press the slow motion button on the control and enjoy the lovely things God has made. enjoy my time with friends, enjoy my daily life, and maybe even enjoy homework.

but looks like everyone else is pressing the fast forward button instead. and bloody hell i got so many things on and due by tomorrow. and ohyes. music clef too.

and i finally remembered to do my tagbacks:
avy: i see. its a nice show isnt it. unique.
someone: ex NCOs i guess? yeah man. our batch has the potential. :D the current NCOs are actually not bad lah. but needs improvement.
justin: where got straight on disrespect man... its called feedback form. :D

and i learnt that absence makes the heart grow fonder.

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- あい,Rei 7:08 pm

Sunday, January 28, 2007, 5:49 pm | 0 comments

friday was torturous for me.
but this post is specially for NP and the NCOs.

during drills, everyone was in the sian-ed mood. sir Yong Quan was counting so fast and we ended up owing him so much. all to be paid in NCO camp. then our drills also was so crappy and our shouting were not enthu at all. i wonder why.

then it was the captain's ball telematch among the sec 2,3 and NCOs. suay enough, i got Weehong in my group, but its okay. he plays well but super rough. and he knows what kind of person am i so yea. anyway, Sherwin's team as usual beat the rest and got into the finals, against the NCOs. the 1st and 2nd match was great. what happen in the end? we won. and from the faces from the NCOs, they were definitely disappointed. i mean, who wont?

but in the midst of all the frenzy over winning, there were arguments, jeering, people complaining this and that is not fair, bitching and the referee was taking sides. i dont know true anot but thats what is passing from one ear to another. some say that a particular NCO is this and that or whats so ever.

after reading some NCO's blogs, i only got this to say.
you guys say that you all are not the best in campcraft. or in PT. or in drills. you guys say that the juniors dont look up or respect you. but why is that so?
no doubt that since you guys take over, many of us start to slack, pon NP, show disrespect and what not. i cant say that this batch of NCOs are better than the previous because i cant deny the previous batch are really role models. no offense but thats my impression.
but the role of being an NCO comes only once for a year. after all the horrible years of being tortured with PT and pumping. how could you guys give up hope now? we know that being an NCO isnt easy. having to please the CIs, the cadets and ms Nani. we know that you guys want that respect from us. actually, all we want is some respect too. we want some fun but as well some strictness.
i know i am younger than the NCOs and shdnt be lecturing and what not but this is of a junior's view. i know the NCO camp is going to slice and mash us up flat with pumping. but definitely, we will try to be the best batch of NCOs.
so whats with all the grudge? we may not like NP because of you guys but did we blame u in the face? nope. i bet some of you guys didnt like NP in the past because of some NCOs too. dont get discouraged so easy alright? we will definitely will give you the respect as long you give us the same respect too.
i dont know what else to say. but that. if u are not happy with what i just said then im sorry. dont get offended with it. hope it will enlighten you guys.

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- あい,Rei 5:49 pm

Friday, January 26, 2007, 11:15 pm | 0 comments

i am beaten, tired and burnt out.
a week of school has passed and i am feeling so lethagic. at least there is youth tmr. something to look forward to. class tee done, a whole week of tests done, cca done. :D

but then a whole load of tests are coming up again. studying weekends, here i come.

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- あい,Rei 11:15 pm

Wednesday, January 24, 2007, 8:14 pm | 0 comments

omgggg... i love this scene in Autumn Tale.

its so sweet and romantic man!!!
i want someone to say that to me. :D

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, 6:34 pm | 0 comments

i am holding what i have left so closely to me
and i am never letting it go
and of you

music clef was rather fun today. learnt some blues and licks. but hey. i see improvement! basically just have to sum up whatever i learn and mix it so that is suits the dynamics for worship. i'm getting a hang of it so hopefully something miraculous comes out next week in main worship. especially because uncle Raymond is introducing 2 new songs that involve electric guitar. yeap. i am finally in the main worship team. (wahahahaha) :D

tests are such a bummer. making me stay back everyday till 4 plus. we even have to plan our time and meals. and i cant seem to understand how others can go partying or movies every damn day. miracle. sec3 is already burning me out. i cant imagine sec4.

shopping centers seem to change by the holidays. previously its the christmas mood. then the new year mood. and now the valentine's day or chinese new year mood. then shops will have "big" discounts everywhere for that certain season when actually they want the people to start gushing in and kill each other for the best deal. seems crude but true.

talking about valentine's day, i wondered why everyone buys chocolates on valentine's. chocolates are nice. no doubt. they are sweet and can make people fall in love with it. but it goes straight to ur hips. not your stomach. maybe one or two is nice. but when they come by the boxes, its scary. not saying i get many or something but i had this really sore throat for eating too much chocolates at one go. hmmm... come to think about it. it would be nice if i get something really sweet this valentine's.. *hints* but i doubt so. >.<

i am loving the moment and glancing the past.
the future? we'll wait and see. :D

till then, the life goes on.

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- あい,Rei 6:34 pm

Monday, January 22, 2007, 5:49 pm | 0 comments

my 200th post. what can i say? 200 posts filled with my boring daily life and maybe occasionally some "event-ful" stuff. i guess if you bother to read em' all, u will know ALOT about me.

have been living the days without much thought, living day after day in "i-must-study" land. enjoying the sight of youth friends and droning at the stench of horrible tests. maybe its not THAT bad but school day after day is starting to kill my enthusiasm about it. if only there was 2C... if only.

putting school a side, i fell in love with "accidentally in love" by counting crows and now "forever with you" by Guy Sebastian. i really like the chorus.

Chorus:
Can we just love again kiss again
I just wanna be us again
there's no reason to pretend
it's evident that i'm lost without your love
and if we just hold each other close again
we can make it to the very end
baby I will leave you never
I just wanna spend forever with you

recently i've been very close to some friends. i remember my past post about my MSN nick "Crack". i have achieved more than i expected. and i am satisfied. very satisfied. thank you God. :D without those friends (and in particular one very good and close one), i think my life will be very different now. with boring school and all, i truely cant imagine how hard everyday will be if i didnt had those great friends waiting there for me. supporting me.

and of course, to those friends who know who they are (mainly youth friends and some from school), thank you. love ya guys. :)

once bitten, twice shy.
but it may happen again.
ownership of the keys to your heart.

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- あい,Rei 5:49 pm

Sunday, January 21, 2007, 3:41 pm | 0 comments

weekends gone so fast. tomorrow will continue the frenzy rountine of school life.
test, homework, presentations all piling sky high. feelings, love, hatred is hitting me like arrows and a dartboard. what to do?

trying to cramp all the e maths stuff into my brain but they seem to be spewing out. regurgitating whatever that is forced in. there is still my chinese test and other homework to be chucked in. seems like i am going for a real long "vacation" to emo and T.M.I land.
(T.M.I= Too Much Information)

test all coming up this week. every single day. :( here comes the emo me.

i dont want to go back to school.
i really dont want.

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- あい,Rei 3:41 pm

Friday, January 19, 2007, 7:38 pm | 0 comments

yesterday blogger ate up my post so now i am rewriting it.

yesterday i realised how fun and interesting Biology practicals are. maybe this is the (only) advantage of being in 3A. anyway, we did the primary school onion skin, hydrilla and human cheek cells experiment. but guess what? i was so surprised. like i have never seen it before.

so i caught some of them on my handphone camera...
the onion skin cell

the hydrilla leaf cell

the human cheek cell (John's)

okay, Soonhao also gets the credits.
thats him. :D

other than that, i can feel the stress of sec 3 seeping in. tests, supplementary, homework, projects and presentation. depression of school is starting to sink into our heads and everyday is a "rush rush rush and too much infomation" day. i am starting to get black rings around my eyes and meals are only "when time permits".

Choices is coming up. and you know what? we got SO limited choices. making a decision is so hard man. Inline skating has too many people joining and jewellery doesnt appeal to me. so cooking it is. in fact there is even electric guitar as one of the courses.

NP was okay today. 50 pumpings made my arms and legs jelly. i cant imagine NCO camp... i am scared man. lessons was too usual for words other than occasional laughter and chats. the laugh of the day is with Mdm Rozy. Bandung milk - insider's joke. :D

plus, i am totally satisfied with the class tee and my chemistry test results. my first time passing chemistry in the 2 years i took it. proves Mrs Chee is a good cher eh? 25/30. REALLY really satisfied. :DD
the front
and...

part of the back. :D still got the names formula

okay, double post equals to long post. trying desperately to make up for the days i didnt blog.
the weekends are here. although it wont be just as nice as the usual one because of problem and all the test i need to study. but church friends is just too lively to make my weekend sucky.


and sometimes i think parents have the wildest imaginations.

"cause everyone is after love,

accidentally in love"

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- あい,Rei 7:38 pm

Monday, January 15, 2007, 7:05 pm | 0 comments

every girl wants this in a guy.


dont you girls?
and i am not an exception.

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- あい,Rei 7:05 pm

Sunday, January 14, 2007, 8:38 pm | 0 comments

i was looking through blogthings today and i dont understand how these people are able to find that much time and effort to craft those quizzes. and i do not mean the stupid ones like "boobie name generator" but like IQ tests and personality tests that do give relevant answers.

anyway, found some interesting stuff there. like...

- I will die at the age 67.

- and the keys to my heart are...
(You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.)


all are interesting and true (for the keys to the heart only).

had fun in church today. too much fun that i cant believe that its monday tomorrow. crap.
dreading school tomorrow. save me.
too cool for school? nah. too tired for school more likely.

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- あい,Rei 8:38 pm

Saturday, January 13, 2007, 1:43 pm | 0 comments

finally. the weekends. but loaded with homework.

the week has been so freaking busy, tiring, horribly long and wet. (man, that sounded so wrong!) but seriously, school is so tiring with all the lessons and supplementary. and just when we thought we can slack for the first few weeks, the test all come falling from the sky. and our first common tests are on week4. i cant believe it.

i miss church people during the week.
when was the last time we played indian poker or bridge?
i cant remember
when was the last time i played at the beach?
i cant remember that too.
in fact, when was the last time we went out to have lunch together?
i seriously cant remember.

just tell me that this weekend will be super fun.
cause i am tired

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- あい,Rei 1:43 pm

Wednesday, January 10, 2007, 6:44 pm | 0 comments

school is simply a bore. one class after another, and one test after another. really really exhausted.

now 2C'06 seem so... fun? even though being titled "science talent class" wasnt nice (but its no different from being called 3A), there was some decent class spirit. and even fongster's class was interesting, as in seeing Jerm constantly being picked by fong. and of course, the best is still Bio class with Ms Ang teaching. :DD chapter 6 & 7 and Suresh's lame questions.

On the topic of giving birth...

"Ms Ang! What is water bag?"

"It is called amniotic fluid. To provide the fetus with ..."

"Then if the water bag break then the whole operation room flooded?! *produces water gushing out sound effect*

*whole class laughs*

i simply love that lesson. and there was also John who asked retardly that if menses happened on only one side of the uterus. simply spastic and retarded and hilarious! :D

remember this?

or this?

or even this?

but now without Ms Ang, without the jokers, bio has become a pain in the ass, memorizing all the crap. ohwell, hopefully i can at least get an A2 or A1 for this science which is wasting alot of my time.

i finally learn some really nice leads for blues and rock. really useful for worship songs. :) and before i start spending more time on other instruments that are not even my main (like bass), i better practice my electric guitar more. after all, arnt we living to worship God?

and please God, let me have some drama this year by making a real HOT and caring guy pop up in front of me.

nah, i am just joking. but it would be nice if that happened. :DD
(i know i am asking for alot)

" and i will open up my heart and let the healer set me free"

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- あい,Rei 6:44 pm

Sunday, January 07, 2007, 4:24 pm | 0 comments

finally done with the youth tee! :D and simply satisfied with the outcome! plus each of us gonna get a personalized back. cool eh? at least the hours spent with xw doing the shirt paid off. last night stayed up till nearly 1 to finish it. at least its only left with class tee to settle with on monday. but i dont give a damn about class tee, especially after making so many shirts.

sec 3 life is so busy. practically everyday is a stayback day till 4 plus. followed by tuitions and electric guitar class. ohyea, plus tests every week. 0.0

about the drills thing, its obviously the NCOs tagging right? obviously, we wont know how heavy it is to carry the bloody rifle for long periods of time or other harder drills yet cause we haven went through those yet. plus, what was mentioned was through observation of one time. and next, it is just a personal comment on how i find my squad is. yea, so if offended by those comments, then sincerely, i'm sorry. plus, there is no need to spread the word through the tagboard in the NCO blog which is also just as offending.

anyways, church is always just as fun. timmy tested everyone's voices today. ambitious as usual, he is going to start training all of us. haha... not an insult to tim but its a really big job. jiayou then tim. :D

btw, on the 8th, happy birthday Renee! stop growing man! or else i will end up looking like ur little sister.

school tomorrow. so NOT looking forward to it.

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- あい,Rei 4:24 pm

Friday, January 05, 2007, 5:16 pm | 0 comments

its the weekends already!! :DD

3 days of school is already killing the hell out of me. all the expectations talk by subject teachers are horrifying crap and good enough to scare the living hell out of us. talk about great demands. i pity the councilors involved with the sec 1 orientation. bet the sec 1s are having a hell load of fun to know that their councilors are suffering hell when they come back. ALOT to catch up man.i am utterly disappointed that Ms Ang isnt taking our class for Bio and instead some Mdm Yap. omg... the way she is teaching... i think i will fail bio. and guess what? i heard that Ms Ang is 1C's temporary form cher. OMG. what is this world coming to?!?

CCA recruitment drive tomorrow. i dont give a shit man. so much that i ponned NP today. (but infact, almost everyone ponned today) hopefully not too many sec 1s join this year. big squad does not always mean good squad. look at our squad, i think its too big man. i think the smaller it is, the easier to co-ordinate for drills. but for a big squad like ours, our drills are rather good. and definately, i am leaving early tomorrow to help up for youth. something special on tmr. *wink*

ohwell, so much for the first week of school. to sum it up,
it is some tiring crap.

oh. and i want to eat this. :D

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- あい,Rei 5:16 pm

Wednesday, January 03, 2007, 7:51 pm | 0 comments

first day of school sucked. big time.

as what i thought, 3A is too foreign for me. far from 2C despite the fact that about 15 people are from 2C. and because of a certain SOMEONE and gang, 3A feels like suicide.

timetables are already given out.
15 periods of Phy+Chem+Bio,
9 periods of A Math+E Math.
all in a week.

what a killer. plus need to stay back every single day for supplementary till 4 plus. WTF. no way am i going to do that. adding on there is Music Clef and Aspen tuition on weekdays, NPCC on friday. weekends are already FULLY occupied with church. someone, please tell me i have 10 days a week.

maybe i said that this year will be too much fun far too early.
someone, SAVE ME.

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- あい,Rei 7:51 pm

Monday, January 01, 2007, 11:05 pm | 0 comments

its 2007 already!

today was great. many wishes, smiles and hugs.

spent the whole day with church friends and playing card games. Hell lot of fun. then we played Indian poker. the forfeit? Hugs and kisses on the hand. :)

then BBQ at church. even more fun. i dont know about the food cause i ate only beehoon and some really nice cheese cake that Samuel baked. but, with church friends, we had a hell load of fun. beach, "experiments" and card games. oh. i must add indian poker was the best and the most embarrassing. :D

maybe i can rank this the best new year so far.

the first day of 2007 is already so fun. what about the year?!?
too much fun i guess.

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- あい,Rei 11:05 pm