eve of teacher's day..
Thursday, August 31, 2006, 6:57 pm | 0 comments
ok. i'm so frustrated with this blogger. i tried lyk so many bloody times since last night till now then i get in. wth??? ARGH. anyway, i finally got in so... yay.
for those that wanted to know wad happened yesterday, we went to see the HOD of chinese (upon requested by her) after PW. it went ok lah and it was kinda good. the new HOD of chinese was nice and i can say... understanding? well. it better be... we after all sacrificed lunch for it. it only finished at 4 okay! but there was the chers day rehearsal & deco ppl that were stayin till 9... pity em...
today woke up in a terribly bad state with the weather just as bad. all thanks to a freaking huge bee in my room last night. had to seek refuge in my bro&sis's room. the sky was so dark that if there wasnt ne clock, i might have thought it was still way early. reached school and was later moved to the hall for ACES. they squeezed the sec1&2s into the hall. so squeezy! and they expect us to do ACES? well, yea. but no "shuffle!" or "wheeeeeee *skipping backwards*" so all the fun is gone. the onli fun was that we took the pledge in tamil and it was hilarious. i mean u will definately laugh after hearing your class repeating it over and over everyday.
then we had the chers day celebration. 2C was in the gallery and making a fool of ourselves (as usual)... the guys shouted "happy teachers day" to every teacher that goes up the stage and then scream!! LOL... i guess their insanity wave passed to us girls as well and we screamed, swayed, singed wadeva. then we had this tying of flag thing. there was this irritating triangle flag thing (and the rails) that blocking our lovely view of the stage. so it first started with one person that went to tie it. then another then even more ppl. hahax. cheryl and i also went. then a few more ppl, then alot of ppl. so hilarious! and in the end, we sat on the floor and stretched our legs. ahhh... comfortable! :)
ohya. our TK talent search winners are Pedofunk... they sang Moulin Rouge's Come What May. NICE... i LOVE that guy's voice. so smooth and handsome... x) but i think the youths will reach that standard soon. X) (hinting xw,tim & mayb xp or samuel?? ) hahax...
after the concert, we rushed to the staff room doors. man. the scene there was just lyk the singpore idol autographing session. everybody was jam packed, shouting and tryin to reach to the teachers. well, we went as far as screaming for the teacher and raised our A3 size card from the twoC girls. xD jamie, cyn & rachel made brownies. and it was oh-my-god delicious. okay, that means another item on my to do list. learn to make brownies.
tomorrow will be going to PP again. it better not rain so heavily untill we reach church. haix.. cant believe tmr is the youth retreat liao... and i haven done anything okay. i better go and start by asking ppl how they are gettin there tmr.
special notes to...
xiaowen: hahax... yup yup! wad was her theme again?
justin: LOL... yea. u're loved as a good friend.
for those that wanted to know wad happened yesterday, we went to see the HOD of chinese (upon requested by her) after PW. it went ok lah and it was kinda good. the new HOD of chinese was nice and i can say... understanding? well. it better be... we after all sacrificed lunch for it. it only finished at 4 okay! but there was the chers day rehearsal & deco ppl that were stayin till 9... pity em...
today woke up in a terribly bad state with the weather just as bad. all thanks to a freaking huge bee in my room last night. had to seek refuge in my bro&sis's room. the sky was so dark that if there wasnt ne clock, i might have thought it was still way early. reached school and was later moved to the hall for ACES. they squeezed the sec1&2s into the hall. so squeezy! and they expect us to do ACES? well, yea. but no "shuffle!" or "wheeeeeee *skipping backwards*" so all the fun is gone. the onli fun was that we took the pledge in tamil and it was hilarious. i mean u will definately laugh after hearing your class repeating it over and over everyday.
then we had the chers day celebration. 2C was in the gallery and making a fool of ourselves (as usual)... the guys shouted "happy teachers day" to every teacher that goes up the stage and then scream!! LOL... i guess their insanity wave passed to us girls as well and we screamed, swayed, singed wadeva. then we had this tying of flag thing. there was this irritating triangle flag thing (and the rails) that blocking our lovely view of the stage. so it first started with one person that went to tie it. then another then even more ppl. hahax. cheryl and i also went. then a few more ppl, then alot of ppl. so hilarious! and in the end, we sat on the floor and stretched our legs. ahhh... comfortable! :)
ohya. our TK talent search winners are Pedofunk... they sang Moulin Rouge's Come What May. NICE... i LOVE that guy's voice. so smooth and handsome... x) but i think the youths will reach that standard soon. X) (hinting xw,tim & mayb xp or samuel?? ) hahax...
after the concert, we rushed to the staff room doors. man. the scene there was just lyk the singpore idol autographing session. everybody was jam packed, shouting and tryin to reach to the teachers. well, we went as far as screaming for the teacher and raised our A3 size card from the twoC girls. xD jamie, cyn & rachel made brownies. and it was oh-my-god delicious. okay, that means another item on my to do list. learn to make brownies.
tomorrow will be going to PP again. it better not rain so heavily untill we reach church. haix.. cant believe tmr is the youth retreat liao... and i haven done anything okay. i better go and start by asking ppl how they are gettin there tmr.
special notes to...
xiaowen: hahax... yup yup! wad was her theme again?
justin: LOL... yea. u're loved as a good friend.
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- あい,Rei 6:57 pm
Tuesday, August 29, 2006, 10:31 pm | 0 comments
found this on xw's blog... kinda interesting and funny... so here are mine! most of em' are crap lah but... i seriously dun love justin!!
| What You Really Think Of Your Friends |
| Clayton is your soulmate. |
| You truly love Justin. |
| You consider Tabitha your true friend. |
| You know that Cynthia is always thinking of you. |
| You'll remember Xiaowen for the rest of your life. |
| You secretly think Kenneth is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. |
| You secretly think that Natasha is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. |
| You secretly think that Cheryl is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Cheryl changes lovers faster than underwear. |
| You secretly think Yinglin is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Yinglin has a hidden internet romance. |
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- あい,Rei 10:31 pm
, 8:27 pm | 0 comments
just got back frm NP training. today got CC tentpitching pratical test. had to wait till 4.30 for it okay. so bloody long rite? went insane and hyper while waiting. yea. we cam whored. hahax...
cyn&i---wenxin&i---huimin&wenxin---pretty adeline&me
happy-----sad-----angry
the sec1s in full uni (cute!)----how long more?!!?
i was in grp 6 (the last grp) so while waiting, we did drills. practiced commanding and drills. lucky i dun need to command (bcos i didnt volunteer!). farizan command damn funny okay. got slang one lah. we were laughing lyk wad then when no one supposed to laugh, rachel and ivan were still laughing (and bcos their laughter is contageious) we all laughed as well. funny... ma'am jolene and sir yong quan also couldnt resist the slang! x)
waited for real long (about 5.30) then grp4 & 6's turn came. so long lah!! and somemore only 2 groups finish leh. when we fall out then i knew who was my group members. zul, sherwin, amanda, shafiqah and sufian (i not sure how to spell!)... they were great okay. super happy. :) ohyea. and the ground was SUPER DUPER hard okay.. i peg untill my hand sore, tear and swollen. so pain now... the proud thing is that i managed to peg in 1 peg totally in, and 1 three-quarters in. during the tent pitching, we were onli giver 20 mins. impossible lahs. we got a few mistakes here and there. and didnt managed to finish pitching the whole tent. got lyk 1 or 2 tentguy loops undone and one side the window fraps not tied. but we did get +4 marks. yeah!
after that, we sat and chat. sir yongquan asked wads our opinion on sir pohheng. i said he was extra which was rather true. hahax.. then dismissal... at 6.45. SO LATE LAH. as if school wasnt tiring enough. tmr i will be worse. :/
special notes to...
tabitha: lol.. i'll get the site up asap okay? x) yea... i'm addicted to eye candy and i need more!
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- あい,Rei 8:27 pm
NOOOOO
Monday, August 28, 2006, 8:31 pm | 0 comments
ohman. this is freaking annoying. my countdown to wonderful weekends and hols are ruined. sounds lame but this is wad happens to u when u are stuck in a torture chamber. deprived okays...
today i ponned english remedial. so shiok. i lied thru my face. and nani actually believed it. omfg. she isnt a good liar-teller. x) haix... then... stupid NP haf to have training tmr. CC tent pitchin test some more. WAD THE HELL LAH. tmr i am supposed to go for my postponed-postponed-postponed date with tammie. argh. now haf to postpone again... i REALLY want to go out okay. arghhhhh!! wad is their problem man! then... tammie haf drama(cca), and i got pw on wed. cant go back to SAC for cher's day. not again. this is getting suckier and suckier.
man. i am damn damn lookin forward to this week and not to mention this weekend one lah. got youth retreat okays!!! a real treat for me... think my eyes gonna get addicted after too many eye candy days after that... x)
special notes to (tagbacks)... (i'm lazy to reply on the tagboard.)
tabitha: hahax... i blogged it before going to ecp mah. damn fun rite? next time cycle faster!! x)) hmmm... sexy ahem? lol. thats perverted! lol.
today i ponned english remedial. so shiok. i lied thru my face. and nani actually believed it. omfg. she isnt a good liar-teller. x) haix... then... stupid NP haf to have training tmr. CC tent pitchin test some more. WAD THE HELL LAH. tmr i am supposed to go for my postponed-postponed-postponed date with tammie. argh. now haf to postpone again... i REALLY want to go out okay. arghhhhh!! wad is their problem man! then... tammie haf drama(cca), and i got pw on wed. cant go back to SAC for cher's day. not again. this is getting suckier and suckier.
man. i am damn damn lookin forward to this week and not to mention this weekend one lah. got youth retreat okays!!! a real treat for me... think my eyes gonna get addicted after too many eye candy days after that... x)
special notes to (tagbacks)... (i'm lazy to reply on the tagboard.)
tabitha: hahax... i blogged it before going to ecp mah. damn fun rite? next time cycle faster!! x)) hmmm... sexy ahem? lol. thats perverted! lol.
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- あい,Rei 8:31 pm
, 8:27 pm | 0 comments
whee~ i've just passed my 121th post. (i lyk the no. 121 so therefore the number)
to "celebrate", here's a damn funny video. enjoy...
to "celebrate", here's a damn funny video. enjoy...
- あい,Rei 8:27 pm
pictures
Sunday, August 27, 2006, 9:30 pm | 0 comments
okay... before i forget, i better put up these pics taken over the week to liven up the blog. here u go!
special notes:
michelle: WHAT!!! wad u ask him sia.. cannot let him know lehs.
nice pic of tabi & i after dinner...
ever lively uncle weng chee!
doodling during aerospace lessons.
WATERBOARDING!!! so cool eh!!
beautiful sunset... *awwww*
HAHA! catcha on camera!
aint she cute? my lil sistar. "xp is so CUUUTTEE!"
HA! and i tot my spelling was bad enough.
another wonderful abstract from rachel!
taken from tabitha. reali nice isnt it?
special notes:
michelle: WHAT!!! wad u ask him sia.. cannot let him know lehs.
nice pic of tabi & i after dinner...
ever lively uncle weng chee!
doodling during aerospace lessons.
WATERBOARDING!!! so cool eh!!
beautiful sunset... *awwww*
HAHA! catcha on camera!
aint she cute? my lil sistar. "xp is so CUUUTTEE!"
HA! and i tot my spelling was bad enough.
another wonderful abstract from rachel!
taken from tabitha. reali nice isnt it?Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 9:30 pm
, 4:40 pm | 0 comments
lovely weekends. almost gone again. really have been on slacker mode sia.
saturday...
tution @ aspen... whee. topped the class for test. happy ok... then went out to far east plaza to shop & haf dinner. x) got a 2 new pmk shirts and a jeans. for $35... nice. then, had a big urge to go night swimming but nat & nic dun wan. went to their hse to play (too sian at home lah) untill 11 plus... on the way back, we were tokin whether kenneth voice break liao mah. :) got lah. then i can say sexy voice as well... and i didnt go there just mearly for eye candy ok? but he did say a few words. nice tone...
sunday...
tabitha smsed me in when i was on the way to church that today's sit got no pendulums and got good view. rite.... during worship, there wasnt pendulums but WALLS. nice place tabitha. ruth love her ahma to bits ok... she kept huggin tabitha. x) and kept going " xp soooo cuuttttteeee"... so now i'm confused. she lyks xw or xp?!? hahaaaxxx. so crappy. drew cartoons during message (footy ball!). oh. and the youth band jamming sessions are definately enjoyable. dance moves woots! ohya. i got readers from church! yay! remember to tag ppl!!! x) love ya...
special notes to...
michelle: hahax.. i dunno lahs. nat told him.
saturday...
tution @ aspen... whee. topped the class for test. happy ok... then went out to far east plaza to shop & haf dinner. x) got a 2 new pmk shirts and a jeans. for $35... nice. then, had a big urge to go night swimming but nat & nic dun wan. went to their hse to play (too sian at home lah) untill 11 plus... on the way back, we were tokin whether kenneth voice break liao mah. :) got lah. then i can say sexy voice as well... and i didnt go there just mearly for eye candy ok? but he did say a few words. nice tone...
sunday...
tabitha smsed me in when i was on the way to church that today's sit got no pendulums and got good view. rite.... during worship, there wasnt pendulums but WALLS. nice place tabitha. ruth love her ahma to bits ok... she kept huggin tabitha. x) and kept going " xp soooo cuuttttteeee"... so now i'm confused. she lyks xw or xp?!? hahaaaxxx. so crappy. drew cartoons during message (footy ball!). oh. and the youth band jamming sessions are definately enjoyable. dance moves woots! ohya. i got readers from church! yay! remember to tag ppl!!! x) love ya...
special notes to...
michelle: hahax.. i dunno lahs. nat told him.
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- あい,Rei 4:40 pm
Friday, August 25, 2006, 7:28 pm | 0 comments
whee... just came back frm a slacky session of NP.
we had pt... had to run 2.4 and 3 stations. 2.4 i didnt complete cos stomach damn pain. so yea. its my 3rd running 2.4 newae.
then we had campcraft practical test... at least i passed my written test so.. not so tensed? i forgot wad knots i did ok!! had to be reminded. but...argh. had one wrong. all thanks to sir song yang. he ah.. look so detailed. my sheet bend (the one amanda call the Virginal) onli slightly distorted lor!! argh. lashings was also as frustratin lah. esp my gyn lashing. the clove hitch keep coming out!!! make me waste lyk... 40secs? i doubt me passing knots and lashes liao.
newaes, today we also had a trial round for pw presentation. our grp wasnt too bad ok, considering we nvr practiced before. yay! ms chong said our ppt was good. wheeee... effort not wasted.
haix. tonight will be boring. haf to babysit my bro n sis. :(
then tmr no youth... :(( (p.s. natasha! can i go over to ur hse?!?) pls...
onli on sun then can go church. :)
man. how "short" can that be?!?!
i know. i'm obsessed. what can i do abt that?!?
we had pt... had to run 2.4 and 3 stations. 2.4 i didnt complete cos stomach damn pain. so yea. its my 3rd running 2.4 newae.
then we had campcraft practical test... at least i passed my written test so.. not so tensed? i forgot wad knots i did ok!! had to be reminded. but...argh. had one wrong. all thanks to sir song yang. he ah.. look so detailed. my sheet bend (the one amanda call the Virginal) onli slightly distorted lor!! argh. lashings was also as frustratin lah. esp my gyn lashing. the clove hitch keep coming out!!! make me waste lyk... 40secs? i doubt me passing knots and lashes liao.
newaes, today we also had a trial round for pw presentation. our grp wasnt too bad ok, considering we nvr practiced before. yay! ms chong said our ppt was good. wheeee... effort not wasted.
haix. tonight will be boring. haf to babysit my bro n sis. :(
then tmr no youth... :(( (p.s. natasha! can i go over to ur hse?!?) pls...
onli on sun then can go church. :)
man. how "short" can that be?!?!
i know. i'm obsessed. what can i do abt that?!?
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- あい,Rei 7:28 pm
Tuesday, August 22, 2006, 10:40 pm | 0 comments
Stare into each others' eyes
New York psychologist, Professor Arthur Arun, has been studying the dynamics of what happens when people fall in love. He has shown that the simple act of staring into each other's eyes has a powerful impact.
He asked two complete strangers to reveal to each other intimate details about their lives. This carried on for an hour and a half. The two strangers were then made to stare into each others eyes without talking for four minutes. Afterwards many of his couples confessed to feeling deeply attracted to their opposite number and two of his subjects even married afterwards.
When we are aroused and interested in what we are looking at our pupils dilate. In medieval Italy, women put belladonna into their eyes to make them look bigger. In fact, bella donna means 'beautiful lady'. However, this is not recommended, as belladonna is a kind of poison!
wasnt that SO cool?? EYE CONNECTION!!! it is proven that it actually works!!! oh... i so love eye connections. dun mind me. overly obsessed.
website : http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/hottopics/love/flirting.shtml
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- あい,Rei 10:40 pm
, 10:10 pm | 0 comments
paranoid me.
i seriously dun get it lah. y lyk that one... and i seriously hate being lyk that. since young... haix.. thats y i hated sch when i was young... haix~... not meaning that i dont now.
ok.. today was so... boring? lethagic? got back history(15/25) and literature (14.5/25). no no no good... haix.. there goes my chance of landing in a good class. then i was drafting out wad topics we haf to study for EOY sci. i was OMG. so many lah. 5 papers for 1 sub. u gotta be kidding me.
Aerospace was argh-boring. smuggled milo chocolates, green tea in. hungry lah! no one caught me. yet. SK(II) was too bz being amazed by aerospace to notice. we even slept and draw and read lit. haha. i dun give a hoot. at least no more stupid aerospace tmr.
tmr got ipw. sian-ness. i'm starting to lose it when it comes to projects. what the hell is the problem with the system? so many projects, hw and test. we dun even haf to time to play and relax lah! argh... i hate when it comes to the middle of the week.
but i know there are ppl that care lyk for instance renee. received her letter today. put a smile on my face. but not as long as weekends do. this weekend no youth. so i'll be =( ... as for next week, i'll be super happy. CEP mah. next week faster come!!!
btw, happy birthday AZ! u crazy boy.
i seriously dun get it lah. y lyk that one... and i seriously hate being lyk that. since young... haix.. thats y i hated sch when i was young... haix~... not meaning that i dont now.
ok.. today was so... boring? lethagic? got back history(15/25) and literature (14.5/25). no no no good... haix.. there goes my chance of landing in a good class. then i was drafting out wad topics we haf to study for EOY sci. i was OMG. so many lah. 5 papers for 1 sub. u gotta be kidding me.
Aerospace was argh-boring. smuggled milo chocolates, green tea in. hungry lah! no one caught me. yet. SK(II) was too bz being amazed by aerospace to notice. we even slept and draw and read lit. haha. i dun give a hoot. at least no more stupid aerospace tmr.
tmr got ipw. sian-ness. i'm starting to lose it when it comes to projects. what the hell is the problem with the system? so many projects, hw and test. we dun even haf to time to play and relax lah! argh... i hate when it comes to the middle of the week.
but i know there are ppl that care lyk for instance renee. received her letter today. put a smile on my face. but not as long as weekends do. this weekend no youth. so i'll be =( ... as for next week, i'll be super happy. CEP mah. next week faster come!!!
btw, happy birthday AZ! u crazy boy.
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- あい,Rei 10:10 pm
21st! 08
Monday, August 21, 2006, 10:16 pm | 0 comments
its the 21st! my fave no. (21) plus the no. that i seem to haf alot of yuan fen with. (08) so i must make this effort to blog today.
today was so so lah. went to sch with the happiness and enthuness left behind by the weekends. i cant deny it okay... was veri happy and not to mention the fact that i had a dream last night... then...
then we had the Advance Aerospace thing. boring lahs. then the irritating sci cher keep glaring at me all bcos i haf no interest in it and am drawing away. even the instructor says that if we dun haf the interest, we can close our eyes once in a while. wads wrong with the cher man. argh. the onli fun part was crashing the plane with wenxin. x)
so tired aft that. gave justin an extra short lift to 33 busstop. after dinner, i went to make my specs! yay... after visiting all the shops in eastpoint, then finally decided on one in nanyang. black, white and red. nice... and its half frame... its amazing that my degree onli increased by 25. at least i dun need to strain my eyes after wednesday...
i didnt realise my previous post attracted quite an attention. thanks! x) at least i know theres ppl reading eh? hahax... its can be expected or not... but i also dunno y i lyk tt lors. but that is the reason i am smiling now...
today was so so lah. went to sch with the happiness and enthuness left behind by the weekends. i cant deny it okay... was veri happy and not to mention the fact that i had a dream last night... then...
- FTA,
- maths (i got to know my maths marks - 37.5... not good),
- PE (did the gay aces day thing. justin was SO enthu and the instructor was gay-er than ever)
- music ( we got the chikopei old man again. and the guys veri pointin the laser at his buffing machine-shiny head. FUNNY!)
- chem (mrs tey wasnt here. so free period. took pics. and drew.... smb)
- english (portfolio. i fell asleep. and had to get some "refreshment" frm huiwen.)
- chinese (FONG. she is a freaking bitch ok. she confisicated jamie's phone & didnt return it. not that i'm sayin that jamie's faultless but she cant do that lor. she's not the DM after all)
then we had the Advance Aerospace thing. boring lahs. then the irritating sci cher keep glaring at me all bcos i haf no interest in it and am drawing away. even the instructor says that if we dun haf the interest, we can close our eyes once in a while. wads wrong with the cher man. argh. the onli fun part was crashing the plane with wenxin. x)
so tired aft that. gave justin an extra short lift to 33 busstop. after dinner, i went to make my specs! yay... after visiting all the shops in eastpoint, then finally decided on one in nanyang. black, white and red. nice... and its half frame... its amazing that my degree onli increased by 25. at least i dun need to strain my eyes after wednesday...
i didnt realise my previous post attracted quite an attention. thanks! x) at least i know theres ppl reading eh? hahax... its can be expected or not... but i also dunno y i lyk tt lors. but that is the reason i am smiling now...
Rising
I feel my heart sing
Praises our Lord and King
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- あい,Rei 10:16 pm
weekends!!
Sunday, August 20, 2006, 3:02 pm | 0 comments
OH MAN. the weekends FLEW again. boohoo. and i've enjoyed every bit of it.
friday...
i got back my chinese and phy papers. omg. if this marks go on, i'm gonna be so busted. i failed my chinese ok... FAILED. but on the bright side, i got my fave. no. 21... x) heh heh. always look on the bright side of life right? but heng, i passed my phy. 13/22... but it isnt good. wish me luck when i show my parents my marks.
after sch, hang around b4 going for CIP at coffee bin. amazed at how nice that place was. i'm serious! we helped out in some of the games (some guess no. and bingo) and sered coffee and cleared cups. was tired but yea. worth it. (plus the place is AIRCON-ed) so to those that has yet to go there, its nice.
in the end, it finished at 5. walked to take 12 with yinglin. both of us were famished. rushed back and realised that tabi wasnt at my place. she blur sotong! she went straight to xw&xp's... & after 20mins of pratice, she went off... i was so tired and hot despite the aircon blasting right in frnt of me. then natasha came and we (+xw&xp) praticed for sat's worship...
ohya. i must mention this. their study place is SOOOO neat. xp's draweris lyk as if got carpark lots assigned for a certain thing. SO FREAKIN NEAT lahs. when their pervert tuition cher came, me and nat went off. after bathed and a few mouths of dinner, i went to her place.
we watched the 9pm show and scary movie. i think scary movie will never bore me out. or is it bcos of smb else's sexy body!!! had loads of fun laughing. plus... he occasionally asked some qnt. SO SHUAI. got sexy body to drool at (ok. i'm obsessed.)
saturday
was dreadfully woken up at 7am. i want to SLEEP!!! rushed to sch for eng oral which was pathetic cos it onli lasted less than 10 mins. tester was juliana goh and i sooo wanna punch her. hu in the world would go and notice a small pair of earrings?!? and she was lyk rushing me lah. argh. so angry with her.
i fell asleep during sci test and didnt haf any patience with maths. after that went for lunch and rushed off to church. i went for youth in my sch uni. i looked so weird playing electric guitar in my sch uni!! luckily xp was also in sch uni. so not so weird. ohya. i was playin half way then the strap gave way. so i sat and play. i noticed his shirt. lyk wad tabi said. lyk prisioner's. funny but he looks good in it.
lesson was freaking boring. i was yawning away. ohya. i was caught lookin at him. and i caught him lookin at me. haha... and when uncle peter said R-rated movies, he laughed. we watched scary movie the night b4... LOL... now... i luv eye connections! l8r, we were told that we'll be changin grps for youth worship band... so guess thats the last time i'll be playin in the all girls team. but according to xw, everyone's gonna lead at least once so... i guess i'm in. sad lahs... oh! and the CPE sounds nice...
sunday
was realli realli realli tired. came to church and realised tabi was doing visuals. woots. and xw was doin sound. but TIM!! why must u sit in the middle?!? haix... ohya..he played acoustic... but today so many pendulums! cant see. haix. during message, i re read and re read tabi's cartoons and was entertained with smses.
after lunch, we went to the vineyard and hang out while the guys practiced. they're good... then tabi made ruth go and call junlin- mummy and xp - daddy. then it went on with...
tabitha - ahma
xiaowen- ahgong
luckily,she being a great sissy, didnt match make me with someone. xD hahax...
I am now so happy and smiling :) from ear to ear (man... hu ever can smile that wide?)
newae, tmr will haf to stay back til 6pm all thanks to lovely advance aerospace lah.
friday...
i got back my chinese and phy papers. omg. if this marks go on, i'm gonna be so busted. i failed my chinese ok... FAILED. but on the bright side, i got my fave. no. 21... x) heh heh. always look on the bright side of life right? but heng, i passed my phy. 13/22... but it isnt good. wish me luck when i show my parents my marks.
after sch, hang around b4 going for CIP at coffee bin. amazed at how nice that place was. i'm serious! we helped out in some of the games (some guess no. and bingo) and sered coffee and cleared cups. was tired but yea. worth it. (plus the place is AIRCON-ed) so to those that has yet to go there, its nice.
in the end, it finished at 5. walked to take 12 with yinglin. both of us were famished. rushed back and realised that tabi wasnt at my place. she blur sotong! she went straight to xw&xp's... & after 20mins of pratice, she went off... i was so tired and hot despite the aircon blasting right in frnt of me. then natasha came and we (+xw&xp) praticed for sat's worship...
ohya. i must mention this. their study place is SOOOO neat. xp's draweris lyk as if got carpark lots assigned for a certain thing. SO FREAKIN NEAT lahs. when their pervert tuition cher came, me and nat went off. after bathed and a few mouths of dinner, i went to her place.
we watched the 9pm show and scary movie. i think scary movie will never bore me out. or is it bcos of smb else's sexy body!!! had loads of fun laughing. plus... he occasionally asked some qnt. SO SHUAI. got sexy body to drool at (ok. i'm obsessed.)
saturday
was dreadfully woken up at 7am. i want to SLEEP!!! rushed to sch for eng oral which was pathetic cos it onli lasted less than 10 mins. tester was juliana goh and i sooo wanna punch her. hu in the world would go and notice a small pair of earrings?!? and she was lyk rushing me lah. argh. so angry with her.
i fell asleep during sci test and didnt haf any patience with maths. after that went for lunch and rushed off to church. i went for youth in my sch uni. i looked so weird playing electric guitar in my sch uni!! luckily xp was also in sch uni. so not so weird. ohya. i was playin half way then the strap gave way. so i sat and play. i noticed his shirt. lyk wad tabi said. lyk prisioner's. funny but he looks good in it.
lesson was freaking boring. i was yawning away. ohya. i was caught lookin at him. and i caught him lookin at me. haha... and when uncle peter said R-rated movies, he laughed. we watched scary movie the night b4... LOL... now... i luv eye connections! l8r, we were told that we'll be changin grps for youth worship band... so guess thats the last time i'll be playin in the all girls team. but according to xw, everyone's gonna lead at least once so... i guess i'm in. sad lahs... oh! and the CPE sounds nice...
sunday
was realli realli realli tired. came to church and realised tabi was doing visuals. woots. and xw was doin sound. but TIM!! why must u sit in the middle?!? haix... ohya..he played acoustic... but today so many pendulums! cant see. haix. during message, i re read and re read tabi's cartoons and was entertained with smses.
after lunch, we went to the vineyard and hang out while the guys practiced. they're good... then tabi made ruth go and call junlin- mummy and xp - daddy. then it went on with...
tabitha - ahma
xiaowen- ahgong
luckily,she being a great sissy, didnt match make me with someone. xD hahax...
I am now so happy and smiling :) from ear to ear (man... hu ever can smile that wide?)
newae, tmr will haf to stay back til 6pm all thanks to lovely advance aerospace lah.
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- あい,Rei 3:02 pm
Thursday, August 17, 2006, 7:29 pm | 0 comments
finally. now only geog paper is left for me to faint. i got a feeling that its gonna be hard. die sia... newae, some good news... twoC has passed maths. 100%. whee~
newae, today's paper was sooo extremes. both were testing our patience. firstly, chinese paper was lyk sooo long. i slept for 15 mins (was real tired so the nap was perfect). the li jie wen da i totally dun understand and my ans are lyk onli 2 lines long the most? and its a 4 mark qnt. die liao lah. for literature, they were testing how fast we can write. in the end, i had many paragraphs. man... i am so dead.
ohman... i cant wait for the weekends... the lovely weekends. tmr got the last paper and then haf to go for the coffee bin thing ( and i'm ponnin NP )... walao. suddentely got NP lor. tkd onli but still... argh. i'm so losing interest in NP. and i think i know y.
newae, today's paper was sooo extremes. both were testing our patience. firstly, chinese paper was lyk sooo long. i slept for 15 mins (was real tired so the nap was perfect). the li jie wen da i totally dun understand and my ans are lyk onli 2 lines long the most? and its a 4 mark qnt. die liao lah. for literature, they were testing how fast we can write. in the end, i had many paragraphs. man... i am so dead.
ohman... i cant wait for the weekends... the lovely weekends. tmr got the last paper and then haf to go for the coffee bin thing ( and i'm ponnin NP )... walao. suddentely got NP lor. tkd onli but still... argh. i'm so losing interest in NP. and i think i know y.
at the cross i found my name where your love was shed for me.
there's no greater love than this.
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- あい,Rei 7:29 pm
be bold!
Wednesday, August 16, 2006, 10:37 pm | 0 comments
ripped this off clayton's blog x)
Bold the ones that apply to you.
I miss somebody right now. (definately)
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.(yea... not that i lyk it)
I love to play video games. (doa2!)
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome. (pls dun remind me)
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. (in fact alot of times)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.(who wont?)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (my penknife!)
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it was 100% safe, free of cost & scar-free.(just dun end up lyk michael jackson)
I need money right now. (ohyesh...)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair. (d-uh)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.(annoying)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.(it was humilating)
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.(haha!)
I have a lot of mood swings. (please!)
I have a hidden talent. (eh?)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.(i cant be married can i?)
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (haha! it was for fun!)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (yea. my record is 8hrs.)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (naturally)
Enjoy window shopping. (thats when i am broke)
I would rather shop than eat. (both i lyk!)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.(and i change pratically every yr)
I believe in God. (jesus my saviour)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (sad...)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (unpredictable)
I want to have children in the future. (hmm... still considering)
I have changed a diaper before. (yea. disgusting!)
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. (ohyes)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (aint it obvious?)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. (and it tasted great)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (embarrasing)
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (bcos they are worth dying for)
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (yum yum hawaiian)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I am obsessed with guys. (not all lahs)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (scary~)
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (electric guitar!!!!!!)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (its a way of showing love. y not?!)
I fall for the worst people. (hmm. y ah?)
I adore bright colours. (rainbow!!)
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes. (my legs are small too!)
I can't whistle. (but i am not a guy)
I can move a tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. (long tongues haf their advantages)
I have ridden/owned a horse. (many times)
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet. (chocs, hagen daz ice cream and gelatos are far too temptin)
I talk in my sleep. (plus kicking, whacking and turning 360degrees)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.(i haf short term memory)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with. (yes. i am easily irritated)
I am a caffeine junkie. (coke is a great invention)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (oh so japanese)
I have been to over 15 conventions. (hmm.. i've lost count!)
I will collect anything and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist. (and my artwork is mess!)
I only clean my room when necessary. (necessary is when my mum bugs me to it)
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.(being sad has no use rite?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.
Bold the ones that apply to you.
I miss somebody right now. (definately)
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.(yea... not that i lyk it)
I love to play video games. (doa2!)
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome. (pls dun remind me)
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. (in fact alot of times)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.(who wont?)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (my penknife!)
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it was 100% safe, free of cost & scar-free.(just dun end up lyk michael jackson)
I need money right now. (ohyesh...)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair. (d-uh)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.(annoying)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.(it was humilating)
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.(haha!)
I have a lot of mood swings. (please!)
I have a hidden talent. (eh?)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.(i cant be married can i?)
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (haha! it was for fun!)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (yea. my record is 8hrs.)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (naturally)
Enjoy window shopping. (thats when i am broke)
I would rather shop than eat. (both i lyk!)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.(and i change pratically every yr)
I believe in God. (jesus my saviour)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before. (sad...)
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (unpredictable)
I want to have children in the future. (hmm... still considering)
I have changed a diaper before. (yea. disgusting!)
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. (ohyes)
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. (aint it obvious?)
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before. (and it tasted great)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (embarrasing)
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends. (bcos they are worth dying for)
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (yum yum hawaiian)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I am obsessed with guys. (not all lahs)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge. (scary~)
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (electric guitar!!!!!!)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (its a way of showing love. y not?!)
I fall for the worst people. (hmm. y ah?)
I adore bright colours. (rainbow!!)
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes. (my legs are small too!)
I can't whistle. (but i am not a guy)
I can move a tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither. (long tongues haf their advantages)
I have ridden/owned a horse. (many times)
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet. (chocs, hagen daz ice cream and gelatos are far too temptin)
I talk in my sleep. (plus kicking, whacking and turning 360degrees)
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.(i haf short term memory)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with. (yes. i am easily irritated)
I am a caffeine junkie. (coke is a great invention)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (oh so japanese)
I have been to over 15 conventions. (hmm.. i've lost count!)
I will collect anything and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist. (and my artwork is mess!)
I only clean my room when necessary. (necessary is when my mum bugs me to it)
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.(being sad has no use rite?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.
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- あい,Rei 10:37 pm
Tuesday, August 15, 2006, 9:12 pm | 0 comments
a picture can speak a thousand words ryte? then i hope this picture can explain my heart's unexplainable feelings.
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- あい,Rei 9:12 pm
wet day!
, 4:24 pm | 0 comments
today is a wet day. dun think sick....
the whole class was flooded after phy and the girls side was the worst. especially huiwen's and jamie's table. its lyk pouring few buckets of water on the table... and our papers, books, wadeva was ALL wet. bags were soaked.(lucky mine's waterproof) sia lah. look lyk after math of tsunami... literally. we were lyk all freaking out... huiwen was lyk cursing while cleanin... we came over to help her... it was lyk we were neighbours and stuff. real funny. we went to extends of tearing newspapers, homework and books to soak up the water. all my hw, worksheets, books were wet. haix.. now got to go and straighten one by one.. worst one is all my exam notes are wet... NOOOO... now i need to reprint... arghhhh. i'm tired enough. tmr haf to go sch myself again and tahan the stupid 31. today 31 was literally moving by the inches. so slow lah!
kays... gonna study again. *collapse*
the whole class was flooded after phy and the girls side was the worst. especially huiwen's and jamie's table. its lyk pouring few buckets of water on the table... and our papers, books, wadeva was ALL wet. bags were soaked.(lucky mine's waterproof) sia lah. look lyk after math of tsunami... literally. we were lyk all freaking out... huiwen was lyk cursing while cleanin... we came over to help her... it was lyk we were neighbours and stuff. real funny. we went to extends of tearing newspapers, homework and books to soak up the water. all my hw, worksheets, books were wet. haix.. now got to go and straighten one by one.. worst one is all my exam notes are wet... NOOOO... now i need to reprint... arghhhh. i'm tired enough. tmr haf to go sch myself again and tahan the stupid 31. today 31 was literally moving by the inches. so slow lah!
kays... gonna study again. *collapse*
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- あい,Rei 4:24 pm
planetshakers concert!
Sunday, August 13, 2006, 2:27 pm | 0 comments
it was awesome...
ive been waiting for the planetshakers concert ALL week. last yr's one was a blast and that was the first time i jumped. i'm serious! since then i enjoyed christian rock so was realli looking forward to this yrs...
was supposed to meet natasha, xw and the rest at 5.30pm at tanah merah mrt (according to xw)... then... at 5.10, natasha called and said that we're meeting in 5 to 10 mins? plus... i was about to bathe. so i rushed (lyk as if in NP camp) and ran to the station. guess wad? xw wasnt there. only xp, nat, ken & nic... man... i wanted to strangle him...
meet the rest and had dinner at expo mrt. then the long, hot, frustratin queue into the hall. there was this constant stream of ppl tryin to get to the front. and then... i finally could feel the gush of aircon among the humid sticky sweaty place. *ahhhhhh* stampede into the hall... tim was going mad.. x) he wanted to run in lorhs. the place was awesome! ultraviolet lights, music, trampoline jumping thing.... simply cool! we got our goodie bags then went to find seats (which we didnt seat later) started playin with some body art chalk or wadeva u call it. hahax... the guys draw on everywhere... especially kenneth and xp.. XD i was also sarah's & tabitha'a human chalkboard... fun!
then the real rocking began... i never jumped so much in my life. (i think) the onli prob is that it was real squeezy and the guy behind me kept going forward and tabi was jumping backwards. squashed... there was also this ultra tall guy in frnt of nicole. 1.9m maybe? and he jumping thru out the concert. no wonder he's tall... the best songs were always and forever, jump around & big. the electric guitarist was WOW... damn good lahs. but the drummer... he was a even bigger wow. he was showing off his one hand playing skills. siao one lah. xp, xw, justin, must learn frm him!!! x)
after the whole thing, we separated and went home... xw, xp, 2 of xp's friends, nat, ken, nic & me went back together. intention was to grab a bite and some drinks (mainly to shut nic up). but then everything was closed. so we ended up walking to the other end of expo. bought drinks from the vending machine and xp showed some way to get back ur money but still get the drinks. he didnt do. but ken did. amazingly, there wasnt noise and the money really did come out. migosh. thats y i can get my coke. heh heh.took 12 and we all dropped off at tanah merah mrt (excluding xp's friend). nat, ken & nic left us (cos their hse was the other side) and the remainin 3 of us walked home. xw started tokin abt kenneth's new hse and stuff... tease more lykly... then i teased back. xP fun lah... xp so quiet... awww... newae, thanks xw&xp for dropping off there...
the concert and everything was great. thanks guys. another memorable memory added!
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- あい,Rei 2:27 pm
Thursday, August 10, 2006, 10:51 am | 0 comments
finally finished my history revision notes. wah. so confusing lor. so many councils! dun wanna get involved with political stuff liao.
newae, yesterday was partially fun, partially disappointed. firstly, went for tuition at aspen. 10 to 12. chatted alot. =) then audy and i got movie tickets at 5 bucks frm aspen. rushed to century to watch the lake hse. was late by 20 mins. but the show was nice... and we polluted the air with the fragrance of macs. X)
after that, audy taught me acid and bases. finally understood the word equations. mrs tey lah. she talk so long, explain so long yet i still dun understand. audy say onli, i understand. sometimes i think chers are mixing crap into their teaching.ohya. we met yinglin. in hot pink. XP
we went home and on the way saw LOADS of red. enthu ppl. later, we were supposed to go and meet the BS ppl at east coast to play soccer. i so wanted to go lor. then end up, haf to fetch mum and someone back then no time to go to ecp liao. walao... damn angry lah. somemore i declined the offer frm tabi to pick me up. argghhh...
the parade is as boring as usual... dun mind me but i never really enjoyed the parades. but all those that lyks it, happy national day.. X)
newae, yesterday was partially fun, partially disappointed. firstly, went for tuition at aspen. 10 to 12. chatted alot. =) then audy and i got movie tickets at 5 bucks frm aspen. rushed to century to watch the lake hse. was late by 20 mins. but the show was nice... and we polluted the air with the fragrance of macs. X)
after that, audy taught me acid and bases. finally understood the word equations. mrs tey lah. she talk so long, explain so long yet i still dun understand. audy say onli, i understand. sometimes i think chers are mixing crap into their teaching.ohya. we met yinglin. in hot pink. XP
we went home and on the way saw LOADS of red. enthu ppl. later, we were supposed to go and meet the BS ppl at east coast to play soccer. i so wanted to go lor. then end up, haf to fetch mum and someone back then no time to go to ecp liao. walao... damn angry lah. somemore i declined the offer frm tabi to pick me up. argghhh...
the parade is as boring as usual... dun mind me but i never really enjoyed the parades. but all those that lyks it, happy national day.. X)
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- あい,Rei 10:51 am
Tuesday, August 08, 2006, 10:53 pm | 0 comments
quoted frm justin. definately supported!
"They dont recgonise effort, they recgonise result and result only." -Imee
I was thinking, how TRUE is this statement. Seriously. I just wanna talk about this, AGAIN.
People in authority.
In today's society, I'm sure many of you agree with me that these people are really expecting too much out of the minority. & in minority I mean the ones who have to work hard.
So yes, be it teachers, parents, coaches, or even trainers, most of these people are the type Imee mentioned.
Teachers:
They don't really care about you. Really, they just teach & teach but don't care if you are even learning anything. You get the grade, they don't say anything. You don't, they complain about you like crazy. I'm sure many of you can relate these kinda teachers to the ones that actually teach you in school.
Parents:
Parents who just expects a whole lot out of their child.
I'm VERY sure many of you go home & tell your parents a certain grade, let's say 19/25.
They'll put on that dumb face & go: '19 only?'
My point is, they'll NOT be satisfied only when you say either: 'But 19's VERY good already,' or, 'the highest was only 20!' I mean they want to know your standing among the other students.
When the exams come, you tell them your grades & they scold you, not even knowing how tough the paper was or such.
Like Imee said: "They dont recgonise effort, they recgonise result and result only."
How true is that. Once they see that mark, they don't remember the work you put in before the exam, be it a good mark or a bad mark.
Coaches & Trainers:
Many of you can relate to this too.
They put their students through endless shit. Scoldings, intense trainings and are never fucking satisfied about the things that you do.
So let's just say you lost in a match. The team players are walking out with their heads looking down and spirits are low. All are sweating and panting. They have tried their best.
BUT, coach comes along & rambles his fucking arsehole off.
They don't see you tried your best.
They don't see that there can only BE ONE WINNER OF THE MATCH.
BUT, they don't see that there can be more than one WINNER. What is a winner, really?
A winner is someone who TRIED THEIR BEST & never gives up no matter how tough the going gets.
However, the fucking sad truth about these people is that they don't see that WE have put in our best. They only want fucking results.
& for what? So that THEY, the ones who so-called 'trained' us, can claim the 'glory', the 'honour' and whatever stuck-up motherfucking egoistic thing they call it.
I'm seriously fucking pissed off at this 'System'.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to study hard.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to pass the exams.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to train hard.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to win a competition.
Why? Our fucking hard work is not recognised. Our fucking hard work is not appreciated.
We win, they take the glory. We lose, they blame us for everything. What's worse, when we win, they still scold us for the mistakes we made & blame us for it.
The memory of me being scolded a person with a 'lousy attitude' & being blamed for almost making the school lose will FOEVER stay with me & I will hold this grudge against this type of assholes.
& when we fucking try to rebel & make a stand, THEY MAKE US DO FUCKING APOLOGIES IN PUBLIC & THEY SCOLD US.
They call us ones with 'a lousy attitude'
Mind you I'm not just saying all this from observation of other people, but this is 1st hand experience.
Then yet again, there is ANOTHER type of people. Those who don't appreciate the work you put in & they ALSO don't even APPRECIATE THE RESULTS.
I"m talking about the type who only care about a certain part of the school. & whatever the others put in they don't care.
I'm not just saying this to support myself. I'm posting this for EVERYONE who understands this kind of treatment. Be it NCC Sea, NCC Land, Soccer, Netball...Alright, let me say this: BE IT ANY CCA IN TK BESIDES BAND OR CHOIR, I'm sure you understand me here. Biasedness. BAND, BAND, CHOIR, CHOIR. Nothing that we do is appreciated. All she cares about is her little precious Band. Well this is a big 'fuck you' to her.
NCC Land: Been winning awards for the past 11 years. Anything she does? Nothing. She doesn't even care.
NPCC: Campcraft. Came in FIRST this year. MY GOODNESS IT WASN'T EVEN ANNOUNCED.
Soccer: Winning streak. Been winning over 10 matches in a row now. What the hell. Nothing mentioned right?
NCC Sea: SEACOM. 3 years in a row, been national champions. She don't give a fucking shit.
& many, MANY more.
I HATE THE BLOODY SYSTEM.
Good-for-nothing-thick-skinned-egoistic idiots.
p.s: Copy and paste this post on you blog if you support what I just said. Spread the message.
"They dont recgonise effort, they recgonise result and result only." -Imee
I was thinking, how TRUE is this statement. Seriously. I just wanna talk about this, AGAIN.
People in authority.
In today's society, I'm sure many of you agree with me that these people are really expecting too much out of the minority. & in minority I mean the ones who have to work hard.
So yes, be it teachers, parents, coaches, or even trainers, most of these people are the type Imee mentioned.
Teachers:
They don't really care about you. Really, they just teach & teach but don't care if you are even learning anything. You get the grade, they don't say anything. You don't, they complain about you like crazy. I'm sure many of you can relate these kinda teachers to the ones that actually teach you in school.
Parents:
Parents who just expects a whole lot out of their child.
I'm VERY sure many of you go home & tell your parents a certain grade, let's say 19/25.
They'll put on that dumb face & go: '19 only?'
My point is, they'll NOT be satisfied only when you say either: 'But 19's VERY good already,' or, 'the highest was only 20!' I mean they want to know your standing among the other students.
When the exams come, you tell them your grades & they scold you, not even knowing how tough the paper was or such.
Like Imee said: "They dont recgonise effort, they recgonise result and result only."
How true is that. Once they see that mark, they don't remember the work you put in before the exam, be it a good mark or a bad mark.
Coaches & Trainers:
Many of you can relate to this too.
They put their students through endless shit. Scoldings, intense trainings and are never fucking satisfied about the things that you do.
So let's just say you lost in a match. The team players are walking out with their heads looking down and spirits are low. All are sweating and panting. They have tried their best.
BUT, coach comes along & rambles his fucking arsehole off.
They don't see you tried your best.
They don't see that there can only BE ONE WINNER OF THE MATCH.
BUT, they don't see that there can be more than one WINNER. What is a winner, really?
A winner is someone who TRIED THEIR BEST & never gives up no matter how tough the going gets.
However, the fucking sad truth about these people is that they don't see that WE have put in our best. They only want fucking results.
& for what? So that THEY, the ones who so-called 'trained' us, can claim the 'glory', the 'honour' and whatever stuck-up motherfucking egoistic thing they call it.
I'm seriously fucking pissed off at this 'System'.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to study hard.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to pass the exams.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to train hard.
I really don't seem to have any motivation to win a competition.
Why? Our fucking hard work is not recognised. Our fucking hard work is not appreciated.
We win, they take the glory. We lose, they blame us for everything. What's worse, when we win, they still scold us for the mistakes we made & blame us for it.
The memory of me being scolded a person with a 'lousy attitude' & being blamed for almost making the school lose will FOEVER stay with me & I will hold this grudge against this type of assholes.
& when we fucking try to rebel & make a stand, THEY MAKE US DO FUCKING APOLOGIES IN PUBLIC & THEY SCOLD US.
They call us ones with 'a lousy attitude'
Mind you I'm not just saying all this from observation of other people, but this is 1st hand experience.
Then yet again, there is ANOTHER type of people. Those who don't appreciate the work you put in & they ALSO don't even APPRECIATE THE RESULTS.
I"m talking about the type who only care about a certain part of the school. & whatever the others put in they don't care.
I'm not just saying this to support myself. I'm posting this for EVERYONE who understands this kind of treatment. Be it NCC Sea, NCC Land, Soccer, Netball...Alright, let me say this: BE IT ANY CCA IN TK BESIDES BAND OR CHOIR, I'm sure you understand me here. Biasedness. BAND, BAND, CHOIR, CHOIR. Nothing that we do is appreciated. All she cares about is her little precious Band. Well this is a big 'fuck you' to her.
NCC Land: Been winning awards for the past 11 years. Anything she does? Nothing. She doesn't even care.
NPCC: Campcraft. Came in FIRST this year. MY GOODNESS IT WASN'T EVEN ANNOUNCED.
Soccer: Winning streak. Been winning over 10 matches in a row now. What the hell. Nothing mentioned right?
NCC Sea: SEACOM. 3 years in a row, been national champions. She don't give a fucking shit.
& many, MANY more.
I HATE THE BLOODY SYSTEM.
Good-for-nothing-thick-skinned-egoistic idiots.
p.s: Copy and paste this post on you blog if you support what I just said. Spread the message.
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- あい,Rei 10:53 pm
good day! :)
, 7:52 pm | 0 comments
today was real good. ;)
eve of national day started with sir jie rong and some girl guide doing the sedia and pledge etc. the girl guide spoke thru the mic while sir jie rong shouted. loud! :D (ha! np haf our standards) after that, we had some BORING message... then... we had mural (groans). sacrificed some of our bazaar aka shopping time lehs. and some more we didnt win. argh. missed out so much fun. gab stepped on the haunted hse's ghost hand and i love adeline's hair!!! plus, az was requested 11 times by others for a pic of him. x) newae, jamie received flowers. lucky girl... (and the guy was damn sweet.)
after the performance and stuff, i met tabi at the busstop then took 10 to tm. wah!! veri veri packed lehs. there was... SAC, NASS, BVSS, HS, TSS,TKG,TK, KC(tabitha lah) etc... and when we got to the cinema, Click was selling fast. so our seats were row B... the second row frm the front. went to pastamiana for lunch & met cheryl and the rest. they went to CS to watch instead. then we went to shop for stuff. we took a long time deciding on a friendship band which we ended up no buying. bet the assistance was fuming. ohya. not to mention we made a nuisence at toys r us playin with all the toys there. we also saw some obsence toys at minitoons... that was wad triggered our madness! x)
click was AWESOME. i cant deny that i laughted till my sides hurt and leaked a few tears. esp the dog humping the toy duck. man... now i got a new impression of dogs with toy ducks...
after the show, we went shopping (again) and i got a really ex and nice electric guitar charm. there goes my savings for a new pencil box...
took mrt home and naturally, we started toking abt how our youths' hairs differ and stuff... then we talked abt how xw looked lyk aunty soon lan and xp looked lyk uncle siao hui. then at our stop, the door opened and outside it was aunty soonlan. such coinsidence... we were laughing lyk mad girls. i bet the ppl were staring at us... xD
ohwell. guess life is lyk this. :)
eve of national day started with sir jie rong and some girl guide doing the sedia and pledge etc. the girl guide spoke thru the mic while sir jie rong shouted. loud! :D (ha! np haf our standards) after that, we had some BORING message... then... we had mural (groans). sacrificed some of our bazaar aka shopping time lehs. and some more we didnt win. argh. missed out so much fun. gab stepped on the haunted hse's ghost hand and i love adeline's hair!!! plus, az was requested 11 times by others for a pic of him. x) newae, jamie received flowers. lucky girl... (and the guy was damn sweet.)
after the performance and stuff, i met tabi at the busstop then took 10 to tm. wah!! veri veri packed lehs. there was... SAC, NASS, BVSS, HS, TSS,TKG,TK, KC(tabitha lah) etc... and when we got to the cinema, Click was selling fast. so our seats were row B... the second row frm the front. went to pastamiana for lunch & met cheryl and the rest. they went to CS to watch instead. then we went to shop for stuff. we took a long time deciding on a friendship band which we ended up no buying. bet the assistance was fuming. ohya. not to mention we made a nuisence at toys r us playin with all the toys there. we also saw some obsence toys at minitoons... that was wad triggered our madness! x)
click was AWESOME. i cant deny that i laughted till my sides hurt and leaked a few tears. esp the dog humping the toy duck. man... now i got a new impression of dogs with toy ducks...
after the show, we went shopping (again) and i got a really ex and nice electric guitar charm. there goes my savings for a new pencil box...
took mrt home and naturally, we started toking abt how our youths' hairs differ and stuff... then we talked abt how xw looked lyk aunty soon lan and xp looked lyk uncle siao hui. then at our stop, the door opened and outside it was aunty soonlan. such coinsidence... we were laughing lyk mad girls. i bet the ppl were staring at us... xD
ohwell. guess life is lyk this. :)
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- あい,Rei 7:52 pm
bazaar aka national day
Monday, August 07, 2006, 11:00 pm | 0 comments
woohoo! tmr bazaar aka national day celebrations!!! half day!!!
sadly this yr the bazaar so early , so short and sec2 no need to do. not fair lahs. and all thanks to the stupid mural design, i cant go to the haunted hse... *wails* i really wanna go... but yinglin and cyn dun dare to go... wad is this compared to nightwalk man! *arbish!*
hmmm... looks lyk mrs valerie tan's decendents decided to follow her and do koropok this yr... hahax... according to my lil junior ester... xD ohman... cant believe she still wants to do koropok!!! btw, i'm gonna buy some from them... hahax!!! and i wanna get some flowers!! so pretty... hope i can get flowers kays? *hint!*
after everything, gonna out with tabi to watch click... hahax... most likely meeting the guys there lah... then... after enjoying... its back to mugging... *screams*
sadly this yr the bazaar so early , so short and sec2 no need to do. not fair lahs. and all thanks to the stupid mural design, i cant go to the haunted hse... *wails* i really wanna go... but yinglin and cyn dun dare to go... wad is this compared to nightwalk man! *arbish!*
hmmm... looks lyk mrs valerie tan's decendents decided to follow her and do koropok this yr... hahax... according to my lil junior ester... xD ohman... cant believe she still wants to do koropok!!! btw, i'm gonna buy some from them... hahax!!! and i wanna get some flowers!! so pretty... hope i can get flowers kays? *hint!*
after everything, gonna out with tabi to watch click... hahax... most likely meeting the guys there lah... then... after enjoying... its back to mugging... *screams*
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- あい,Rei 11:00 pm
Sunday, August 06, 2006, 10:32 pm | 0 comments
today's worship wasnt really that... good. i rushed in at the 3rd song to do my visuals duty. thanks to sarah that helped me cover for the meantime. =) all bcos haf to wait for that jeannie woman then late. argh. wait for 35 mins ok?!?!*pissed*
newaes, today was kinda boring cos tabitha dear got forbidden frm entering the visuals and sound system area (or wadeva u call it) then cant dao dan with me. BUT! i get to see her new version of cartoons. smt abt me and some one. haha. seriously, it was damn cute lah! i have such urge to make it into flash. esp. love the ending... " bang!" heh heh! newaes, in gratitude, i'm gonna make one for her too... *sly smile*
i guess my sissy is one big hit too... she loves tickling xp and i dunno y. lols. btw, planetshakers concert coming rite up. get ready to JUMP! x)
newaes, today was kinda boring cos tabitha dear got forbidden frm entering the visuals and sound system area (or wadeva u call it) then cant dao dan with me. BUT! i get to see her new version of cartoons. smt abt me and some one. haha. seriously, it was damn cute lah! i have such urge to make it into flash. esp. love the ending... " bang!" heh heh! newaes, in gratitude, i'm gonna make one for her too... *sly smile*
i guess my sissy is one big hit too... she loves tickling xp and i dunno y. lols. btw, planetshakers concert coming rite up. get ready to JUMP! x)
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- あい,Rei 10:32 pm
saturdays are such love.
, 12:07 am | 0 comments
man... i'm starting to love saturdays... especially that fact that i get to meet up with the youths. heh heh... here are top 5 reasons why i luve saturdays
*5. i get to eat gelato ice cream
*4. no schoo and can go out! *ahhhh*
*3. i get to play with the band...
*2. i love to fool around with e youths
AND....
*1. i get to see someone. (i'm not tellin u hu)
HEHE.
today was great. worship was onli uncle choon chey... pastor rachel dun wan band. wonder why. newaes, xw and kenneth were in frnt of me and tabitha. she said that now its they themselves being the pendulums. funny. then prayed for 2hrs (amazingly) then had another round of worship led by samuel!! he's good! we were lyk " woah..." lol.. then prayed again... we also had some testimony by samuel and sarah. then i realised that samuel really changed alot. i'm serious. and tabitha thinks that i shd buy him frm michelle. hmmm.
on the way back, xw saw some bird then... " hey! eagle! no! ostrich!" then we all burst out laughing... "eh. no... i mean.. it looks lyk flamingo... " then we all laughed again. poor him. but it was seriously funny... (sry xw) and i cant wait for the whole of BS ppl to move to jalan limau. xD
*5. i get to eat gelato ice cream
*4. no schoo and can go out! *ahhhh*
*3. i get to play with the band...
*2. i love to fool around with e youths
AND....
*1. i get to see someone. (i'm not tellin u hu)
HEHE.
today was great. worship was onli uncle choon chey... pastor rachel dun wan band. wonder why. newaes, xw and kenneth were in frnt of me and tabitha. she said that now its they themselves being the pendulums. funny. then prayed for 2hrs (amazingly) then had another round of worship led by samuel!! he's good! we were lyk " woah..." lol.. then prayed again... we also had some testimony by samuel and sarah. then i realised that samuel really changed alot. i'm serious. and tabitha thinks that i shd buy him frm michelle. hmmm.
on the way back, xw saw some bird then... " hey! eagle! no! ostrich!" then we all burst out laughing... "eh. no... i mean.. it looks lyk flamingo... " then we all laughed again. poor him. but it was seriously funny... (sry xw) and i cant wait for the whole of BS ppl to move to jalan limau. xD
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- あい,Rei 12:07 am
Canon in D Guitar
Saturday, August 05, 2006, 1:55 pm | 0 comments
| omg... he is damn good.. this shall be the next song i want to learn! | |
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- あい,Rei 1:55 pm
fridays are one of the worst
Friday, August 04, 2006, 8:39 pm | 0 comments
today was lyk damn sucky lahs. no... more lyk school is more sucky. wapiang lor. i come to sch just on the dot then the stupid mr get in your line stop us frm going to our classes. then after national athemn, when we ARE supposed to go to or classes, the chers stop us then say we haf to go and line up with the late-comers. wth?
then pchan gave a damn bloody long speech abt bloggin which i dun really care cos i am onli speakin facts. dm and ms nah had a long talk with the latecomers and delayed us frm goin class. good n bad. i cant learn my tingxie but i dun need to see that bloody bitch. then when i go to class, she scold me. wtf. somemore i asked her if i can look thru one more time then she say ok. then a min later she scream at me. so gonna add this to the petition. other classes were ok but boring.
np... cyn ponned again bcos she had stomach ache ( i also got lor). i just didnt run durin pt lor... instead sat at canteen and listen to some pro-ed ppl playing on bass and violin. envious.
drills were damn damn damn boring. to say the truth, i hated it. i already dun lyk drills and some more it isnt the sec4s that are taking us. plus, they made us do knuckle push ups when we dont exactly deserve it. i'm seriously losing interest in NP. argh.
then pchan gave a damn bloody long speech abt bloggin which i dun really care cos i am onli speakin facts. dm and ms nah had a long talk with the latecomers and delayed us frm goin class. good n bad. i cant learn my tingxie but i dun need to see that bloody bitch. then when i go to class, she scold me. wtf. somemore i asked her if i can look thru one more time then she say ok. then a min later she scream at me. so gonna add this to the petition. other classes were ok but boring.
np... cyn ponned again bcos she had stomach ache ( i also got lor). i just didnt run durin pt lor... instead sat at canteen and listen to some pro-ed ppl playing on bass and violin. envious.
drills were damn damn damn boring. to say the truth, i hated it. i already dun lyk drills and some more it isnt the sec4s that are taking us. plus, they made us do knuckle push ups when we dont exactly deserve it. i'm seriously losing interest in NP. argh.
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- あい,Rei 8:39 pm
Thursday, August 03, 2006, 10:59 pm | 0 comments
i so hate our sch. wad the hell is their problem?!?
today get back the cca pnts form... and guess wad? all i get is a bloody 2 pnts. two points. man... thats way way way too LITTLE. hello?!? and hu's fault is it? let me name the culprits:
1. blubbler aka sodium nickle
she didnt type in all the events we did since sec1. its 2 yrs already lor. we didnt even get a bloody participation pnts. and to add on camps, cip, hse to hse, decos, etc.... and she says that she is going to do end of this yr. as if i can believe her.
2. mr " long, hairy legs" aka "sports psychologist"
oi! how can it be that others get their pnts for the competitions and i dun? vjc ( i haven complain abt the 50 bucks that u owe us), celosia etc.... and my cip post leh? leadership pnts ok! then still got bazaar? wad the hell is goin on man...
seriously, someone gotta be slacking lyk shit...
today get back the cca pnts form... and guess wad? all i get is a bloody 2 pnts. two points. man... thats way way way too LITTLE. hello?!? and hu's fault is it? let me name the culprits:
1. blubbler aka sodium nickle
she didnt type in all the events we did since sec1. its 2 yrs already lor. we didnt even get a bloody participation pnts. and to add on camps, cip, hse to hse, decos, etc.... and she says that she is going to do end of this yr. as if i can believe her.
2. mr " long, hairy legs" aka "sports psychologist"
oi! how can it be that others get their pnts for the competitions and i dun? vjc ( i haven complain abt the 50 bucks that u owe us), celosia etc.... and my cip post leh? leadership pnts ok! then still got bazaar? wad the hell is goin on man...
seriously, someone gotta be slacking lyk shit...
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- あい,Rei 10:59 pm
busted for geog project.
, 10:32 pm | 0 comments
omg... my comp crashed and all the data is GONE. sickening!!! haix... luckily dad at least did some miracles and the comp can work again...
newae, here are some steps that can get urself busted for a geog project:
1. gerald didnt photocopy our geog ws (but!! he sweet talked wanhwa and managed to get her photostack for us, FOC!)
2. but the stupid thing is that we didnt check the ws b4 sending for printing. this was wad was on the paper:
newae, here are some steps that can get urself busted for a geog project:
1. gerald didnt photocopy our geog ws (but!! he sweet talked wanhwa and managed to get her photostack for us, FOC!)
2. but the stupid thing is that we didnt check the ws b4 sending for printing. this was wad was on the paper:
6. Name 2 ways to protect the bloody ozone layer
(Any two)
(Any two)
3. BUSTED by chen-ny
arnt we wonderful? :)
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- あい,Rei 10:32 pm
Tuesday, August 01, 2006, 9:52 pm | 0 comments
Your answers suggest you are an Innovator
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:
Summary of Leaders
- Natural managers who strive for efficiency
- See the big picture and make strategic plans for the future
- Think of themselves as bright, independent and logical
- May overlook other people's need for emotional support
More about Leaders
Leaders are strategic thinkers, planning ahead and anticipating difficulties. They quickly spot inefficiency and organise people to make improvements. Leaders like solving problems at the organisational level, but would rather leave the detailed work to others.
Leaders are most likely to say they enjoy their job, according to a UK survey.
Leaders enjoy discussing complex issues and will challenge people’s views to spark a debate. They admire people who defend their beliefs by arguing persuasively.
In situations where they can’t use their talents or are unappreciated, Leaders may become detached, critical or aggressive. Under extreme stress, Leaders may feel isolated and doubt their abilities.
Leaders are often so ambitious in their careers that they sacrifice their personal life in the process.
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- あい,Rei 9:52 pm
, 9:43 pm | 0 comments
omg. did this test on bbc abt the sex of your brain. and guess wad? my brain is 25% female. as wad mark says, i'm a tomboy... (blur?)
here's the link. real fun.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/add_user.shtml
here's the link. real fun.
http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/add_user.shtml
- あい,Rei 9:43 pm