Friday, March 30, 2007, 8:11 pm | 0 comments
BANG! goes my heart.Yup! Today i had my classification shoot at HTA (Home Team Association). And in midst of our squad, half of us got the Marksman Badge. Congrates people! I didnt get it cause i am a few points short. CRAP.
But i must really thank Ms Wong. Yup, Ms Wong CL, our Amaths teacher. She is damn nice officer okay! She helped me unload, load and even told me what to do. Whats more, she held my arms and hands during the shoot to help me to be stable. Without her, I bet i wont even get the 53+ score that i got. So i guess i have to do well in the upcoming Amaths test?
Its finally the weekends. I'm SOO happy okay!
I want to play like i have never played. I want to jump like i have never jumped. I want to go pyscho and mad like i never had. I just want to enjoy myself. :) Or else there goes the precious weekends that we only get out of the 5 days of pure routine.
(compare this... )
(with this...)"John cuter lah!" (and i mean it man! John is really cute.)
paranoid.
2 more days of fun.
2 more weeks of waiting.
2 more months of NCO training.
2 more years in TK.
and then its all going to change.
am i ready?
i wonder.
"these words are from my heart,
these words are not made up"
these words are not made up"
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- あい,Rei 8:11 pm
Wednesday, March 28, 2007, 6:50 pm | 0 comments
my recent post made people worry.
i'm okay. i am not on the verge of suicide. people get sad and emo at times dont they? so forgive me.
thanks to those that were concerned. im okay already.
Weekday blues and the numerous tests are pushing us to the corner, i feel so suffocated. There is like a daily routine that we are leaving through. Falling unconsciously into that frustrating cycle. At times i feel like i dont own and live my life and instead, there is some robot in me that is filling in the space of time and doing what we are all expected to do.
Today was another "routine". Did whatever that was expected of me like running 2.4. There wasnt any mood in me to run the 2.4. Zero, zilch. Ms Edison's chemistry lesson can be said as entertaining, with all her "everyone's happy, are you happy?". But after that, it was just simply the piling of homework.
Amongst the contributions to the homework, there is Ms Ang's. Thats right, Ms Ang's. She is our new biology teacher. Dont know what happened to the other teachers like Mrs Yap and Mr Chen but she's taking over and thats a wish came true. Thanks God. In fact, Ms (or Mrs) Ang is the only reason why i decided to go 3A. Or else why the hell would i go 3A for? Its muggers-land and i dont belong there.
I'm tired. So im stopping here. Pounding headache and muscle aches are overwhelming. I dont know where this routine going to end.
Tell me to go and get a life. Cause i really need it.
Tell me i have no purpose in living. Cause i have just lost it.
i'm okay. i am not on the verge of suicide. people get sad and emo at times dont they? so forgive me.
thanks to those that were concerned. im okay already.
Weekday blues and the numerous tests are pushing us to the corner, i feel so suffocated. There is like a daily routine that we are leaving through. Falling unconsciously into that frustrating cycle. At times i feel like i dont own and live my life and instead, there is some robot in me that is filling in the space of time and doing what we are all expected to do.
Today was another "routine". Did whatever that was expected of me like running 2.4. There wasnt any mood in me to run the 2.4. Zero, zilch. Ms Edison's chemistry lesson can be said as entertaining, with all her "everyone's happy, are you happy?". But after that, it was just simply the piling of homework.
Amongst the contributions to the homework, there is Ms Ang's. Thats right, Ms Ang's. She is our new biology teacher. Dont know what happened to the other teachers like Mrs Yap and Mr Chen but she's taking over and thats a wish came true. Thanks God. In fact, Ms (or Mrs) Ang is the only reason why i decided to go 3A. Or else why the hell would i go 3A for? Its muggers-land and i dont belong there.
I'm tired. So im stopping here. Pounding headache and muscle aches are overwhelming. I dont know where this routine going to end.
Tell me to go and get a life. Cause i really need it.
Tell me i have no purpose in living. Cause i have just lost it.
"i'm lost without you"
tagbacks:
Justin: i know you are one smarty ass lah. And Ms Edison is nice. And she loves green. So its more like a relation than being mean. :)
Joel: LOL. I know.
Dan: Haha... Ms Edison is entertaining lah. Plus, she is good. And Tate is one little pervert.
Joel: LOL. I know.
Dan: Haha... Ms Edison is entertaining lah. Plus, she is good. And Tate is one little pervert.
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- あい,Rei 6:50 pm
Tuesday, March 27, 2007, 9:51 pm | 0 comments
forget it.
i am letting them fall.
i am letting them fall.
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- あい,Rei 9:51 pm
, 9:17 pm | 0 comments
i find this picture really really cool. HMM, i may infact use it for the youth's pamphlets. :)
what do you guys think?
what do you guys think?
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- あい,Rei 9:17 pm
Monday, March 26, 2007, 9:27 pm | 0 comments
here we go, into that sickening cycle again.
a whole new week, a new battle field.
missing you so.
a whole new week, a new battle field.
missing you so.
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- あい,Rei 9:27 pm
Sunday, March 25, 2007, 11:26 pm | 0 comments
Had i ever mentioned that hanging out with Yinglin is damn fun?
No?
then i shall proclaim it now.
We decided it last minute. To watch Mr Bean i mean. totally lost and stuff, we landed up at Suntec with Eng Wah Cinema when we were like expecting Golden Village. But being spastic, we didnt realise that there was Golden Village at Marina Square which was opposite, smiling at our butts. oh well.
Anyway, we walked up and down the same stretch of shops looking at my beloved nike shoes. Then we scavanger-hunted for PastaMania and started messing with their cheese, chilli and pepper bottles. Good luck to the next one to sit there! :D
We went into the cinema like 5 to 10 mintues before the show started. Being punctual eh? :) We stared at the posters outside the theater for a damn long time just to smell the popcorn which we ended up not buying. And Yinglin pointed out some very very interesting stuff to me. For instance, she read this...
to the Raping.
Hilarious.
i think it was because of the popcorns. Hmm.
then i realised that Shrek 3 is coming out. OMG! i want to watch! Who's interested?
Talking about Shrek, Ms Edison returned our papers. And i found this on my paper.
In my opinion, SHE RULES. :D
Anyway, Saturday was one happy day too. Sleeping in, fun worship, hyper youth games. Youth always make my day. I also realised that publicity isnt an easy job either. Here comes the one-man show!
Sunday was just as great, if not, greater! Fooling around with the gang, whacking Xp's packs, poking my favorite Timothy when he sings, stepping on Samuel's feet which i dont think i will ever try again, gaying around with Sarah and slapping people's butts. :)
Went for a really good lunch and for some new bio tuition. The teacher, Mrs Tee is slow man! I was dropping off to sleep while the 2 other girls were angels. And here's the best part! I bought my new school shoes! Nike Air ones. :D
yeah, i wanted these actually. But i dont think DM will allow. :(
Anyways, to sum the great weekends up, i went over to XwXp's to get a headstart with my "Be Electrified" logo. You know i always have fun with them. :)
So now i am left with a pile of work undone and loads to study. Tmr is Emaths Level Test and i am stuck in Indices. OHNO!
Loads of relinking to do, thanks to the Hyphens. Damn you hyphen! First was Surds, Second Indices and now Hyphens.
"and i stand accused"
p.s. THANKS my dear. Love you.
No?
then i shall proclaim it now.
We decided it last minute. To watch Mr Bean i mean. totally lost and stuff, we landed up at Suntec with Eng Wah Cinema when we were like expecting Golden Village. But being spastic, we didnt realise that there was Golden Village at Marina Square which was opposite, smiling at our butts. oh well.Anyway, we walked up and down the same stretch of shops looking at my beloved nike shoes. Then we scavanger-hunted for PastaMania and started messing with their cheese, chilli and pepper bottles. Good luck to the next one to sit there! :D
We went into the cinema like 5 to 10 mintues before the show started. Being punctual eh? :) We stared at the posters outside the theater for a damn long time just to smell the popcorn which we ended up not buying. And Yinglin pointed out some very very interesting stuff to me. For instance, she read this...
to the Raping.Hilarious.
i think it was because of the popcorns. Hmm.
then i realised that Shrek 3 is coming out. OMG! i want to watch! Who's interested?
Talking about Shrek, Ms Edison returned our papers. And i found this on my paper.
In my opinion, SHE RULES. :DAnyway, Saturday was one happy day too. Sleeping in, fun worship, hyper youth games. Youth always make my day. I also realised that publicity isnt an easy job either. Here comes the one-man show!
Sunday was just as great, if not, greater! Fooling around with the gang, whacking Xp's packs, poking my favorite Timothy when he sings, stepping on Samuel's feet which i dont think i will ever try again, gaying around with Sarah and slapping people's butts. :)
Went for a really good lunch and for some new bio tuition. The teacher, Mrs Tee is slow man! I was dropping off to sleep while the 2 other girls were angels. And here's the best part! I bought my new school shoes! Nike Air ones. :D
yeah, i wanted these actually. But i dont think DM will allow. :(
Anyways, to sum the great weekends up, i went over to XwXp's to get a headstart with my "Be Electrified" logo. You know i always have fun with them. :)So now i am left with a pile of work undone and loads to study. Tmr is Emaths Level Test and i am stuck in Indices. OHNO!
Loads of relinking to do, thanks to the Hyphens. Damn you hyphen! First was Surds, Second Indices and now Hyphens.
"and i stand accused"
p.s. THANKS my dear. Love you.
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- あい,Rei 11:26 pm
Wednesday, March 21, 2007, 8:58 pm | 0 comments
today is the 21st! :D
i simply love the number 21. therefore, i will make a special afford to blog today.
School is such a drag. thank God that half a week is over. Weekends faster come! Sadly, now i got Bio tuition on Sundays. Oh man, i am going against my own rule of Sundays-are-rest-days. sheesh!
Anyway, for those who arnt rotting in 3A will know that Ms Edison isnt going to teach us physics anymore. AWWW. I simply love her man. other than being super sexy, she at least has a sense of humor as compared to Mr-2metre-tall Wee who "daos" our jokes and repeats things at least 3 times. But seriously, she teaches better. Compare and contrast, i would rather have Ms Edison. :D
Got back my results slip for term 1 today. Guess what, my L1R5 is 21. LOOK! :D
and the only subject i can show off, English! 79.4!WOOHOO. Mdm Nora, you rule.
Okay, not that i am proud of it or anything. I got to work harder. Here comes Joan the wannabe-mugger.
Interclass Games today. i wonder how our class faired. i heard that we got trashed on the first match for Floorball (which i am in) from Firza. Sorry guys for pang-sehing you guys for my chem test and electric guitar test. I owe you guys one.
and OMG. i want to watch this movie!
Has been a long time since i seen this guy on teevee. As quoted from someone, it is "slapstick humour". but for me, its "slapstick humour" worth watching. :DI better go and try to socialise with some Surds from Amaths. They dont seem to like me.
Till then, PeaceOut.
twelve and thirteen!"the words are going around"
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- あい,Rei 8:58 pm
Monday, March 19, 2007, 8:22 pm | 0 comments
the start of term 2 was greeted with rain drops and traffic jams.
lethargic and unwilling, we move our asses off the bed and plop ourselves on the car to school in that supposedly smart looking uniform. isnt that our life? yeah, i agree its hell boring.
many familiar faces
many changed hairstyles
many unfinished homeworks
ohyeah, did i tell you guys that Alex the smarty pants is back in TK and in 3A. Gosh, i feel threatened. but since i am already pit bottom in my class, i guess it wont make THAT much of a difference. :)
its only the start of the week and i am already waiting for the weekends.
how contradictory.
tagbacks:
michelle : i would think twice about saying that. :) haha. mugger eh?
marie : hi. erm, who are you?
az : NOOOO. NP will be the best. especially when we take over. :D
Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
lethargic and unwilling, we move our asses off the bed and plop ourselves on the car to school in that supposedly smart looking uniform. isnt that our life? yeah, i agree its hell boring.
many familiar faces
many changed hairstyles
many unfinished homeworks
ohyeah, did i tell you guys that Alex the smarty pants is back in TK and in 3A. Gosh, i feel threatened. but since i am already pit bottom in my class, i guess it wont make THAT much of a difference. :)
its only the start of the week and i am already waiting for the weekends.
how contradictory.
tagbacks:
michelle : i would think twice about saying that. :) haha. mugger eh?
marie : hi. erm, who are you?
az : NOOOO. NP will be the best. especially when we take over. :D
Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
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- あい,Rei 8:22 pm
NCO CAMP 07
Sunday, March 18, 2007, 6:25 pm | 0 comments
NCO camp is FINALLY over.
shagged.
bruised.
worn out.
devastated.
and tired from head to toe.
the camp was bloody demanding. the PTs, the drills, the changing parades, the mid night lectures. the NCOs were so damn right that the camp is tiring AND boring. and we pumped like we never pumped before. thank God i wasnt the CCIC during the camp or else i would have died while doing double.
now i feel damn macho after surviving this camp. omfg, we did so much PT and punishment as compared to other camps. the changing parades really was the worst part of the camp. believe me, i wanted to tell the NCOs in the face that i want to go home then and there. lectures were worse than Amaths where you can sleep while you die die cant fall asleep during lectures.
congrates to Sherwin and Ameera that got the Camp Coordinators for the June camp. man, now i got a damn bad feeling that i will not get the post i want. :S
but thanks to YingLin, who encouraged me throughout the whole camp, telling me not to fall out when i felt like shit especially when i was sick. thanks to Rachel, who accompanied me around. thanks to Ivan, who chatted with me throughout the last night and played the pranks on others. scaring the sec1&2s, putting toothpaste on faces and tying shoelaces when they are asleep. thanks to the CCICs during the camp, for pumping double. thanks to Group 1, for being so enthu during campfire and coming out with the gay Bollywood skit.
remember the chicky hentak?
remember the eggs?
yes, we bonded. HELL YEAH!
as a squad, we'll be better than the rest, right?
and sorry NCOs, we'll outbeat you guys this time.
till then,
Squad Bersurai!
"and my love for you is blind"
shagged.
bruised.
worn out.
devastated.
and tired from head to toe.
the camp was bloody demanding. the PTs, the drills, the changing parades, the mid night lectures. the NCOs were so damn right that the camp is tiring AND boring. and we pumped like we never pumped before. thank God i wasnt the CCIC during the camp or else i would have died while doing double.
now i feel damn macho after surviving this camp. omfg, we did so much PT and punishment as compared to other camps. the changing parades really was the worst part of the camp. believe me, i wanted to tell the NCOs in the face that i want to go home then and there. lectures were worse than Amaths where you can sleep while you die die cant fall asleep during lectures.
congrates to Sherwin and Ameera that got the Camp Coordinators for the June camp. man, now i got a damn bad feeling that i will not get the post i want. :S
but thanks to YingLin, who encouraged me throughout the whole camp, telling me not to fall out when i felt like shit especially when i was sick. thanks to Rachel, who accompanied me around. thanks to Ivan, who chatted with me throughout the last night and played the pranks on others. scaring the sec1&2s, putting toothpaste on faces and tying shoelaces when they are asleep. thanks to the CCICs during the camp, for pumping double. thanks to Group 1, for being so enthu during campfire and coming out with the gay Bollywood skit.
remember the chicky hentak?
remember the eggs?
yes, we bonded. HELL YEAH!
as a squad, we'll be better than the rest, right?
and sorry NCOs, we'll outbeat you guys this time.
till then,Squad Bersurai!
"and my love for you is blind"
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- あい,Rei 6:25 pm
Wednesday, March 14, 2007, 2:06 pm | 0 comments
the IGNITE! conference has been good. :D And the time spent with church people are even better. Worships are great and i really envy all those electric guitarist! Messages were powerful. Believe me. In fact, i wish i can go 6 days of Ignite! instead of only 3 and another 3 at NCO camp.
i am in the midst of packing my NCO camp things and half hoping that i will fall terribly ill tomorrow so i can only go on the 2nd day. Everyone knows that the first day is always the worst. But my really sore throat and occasional headaches arnt enough to excuse me, sadly.
Not looking forward to camp or start of school. School is basically a drag. Its a well known fact. :(
Anyway, this will most likely be the last post before i become a double fried kampong chicken at NCO camp. i will miss you guys loads. especially my dearest friend.
i am in the midst of packing my NCO camp things and half hoping that i will fall terribly ill tomorrow so i can only go on the 2nd day. Everyone knows that the first day is always the worst. But my really sore throat and occasional headaches arnt enough to excuse me, sadly.
Not looking forward to camp or start of school. School is basically a drag. Its a well known fact. :(
Anyway, this will most likely be the last post before i become a double fried kampong chicken at NCO camp. i will miss you guys loads. especially my dearest friend.
counting down the minutes till i see you again.
my dear.
my dear.
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- あい,Rei 2:06 pm
Monday, March 12, 2007, 9:29 pm | 0 comments
Photo - Ryan Cabrera
A photo can say a thousand things
But it cant say the million things i wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it cant capture the way we are
Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you, yeah
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
Timing lost minutes and moments
Yeah i might be lonely girl
But im not afraid
In a second it all comes right back to me
No nothings forgotten now
Yeah everythings saved
What its like to touch you
What its like to know you, Yeah
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
You were my life
You were my faith
You gave me hope everyday
When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot
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- あい,Rei 9:29 pm
, 8:03 pm | 0 comments
Ignite! Conference has been great.
yesterday's worship by Andrew Yeo was awesome, and following which a superb hilarious personal account by Pastor Glenn or otherwise known as BoomBoom. He said
"that woman was not only huge, not large but it was goliath's mama we are talking about"
okay, that was very sadistic but hilarious. i think the night rally was really enthusiastic and kinda regretted not asking some other people to go along.
but this morning's one was really to the heart. certainly, there was God presence at that point of time and the experience was once in a lifetime's. the time invested into going to Ignite was good. as for the workshops, i can recommend "Impacting the marketplace" cause it is not only on earthly things or totally spiritual but light-hearted, and on both. actually Nat and i were planning to go to the "Excuse Me, Would you be my friend" which turned out to be a BGR talk for the younger ones OR the one that for above 17 but we couldnt find the venue so landed up in the "Impacting the marketplace" workshop. But dont get me wrong, that workshop is really really good. i give it 2 thumbs up. :D
tomorrow's music clef is one messed up case. the timings keep changing. poor xw had to keep changing the time for me to suit either his or xp's. sorry xw, i owe you one. but at least, i still can make it for the Ignite's workshops in the afternoon and the rally at night. really looking forward for the worship. plus, i am planning to go to the workshop for the over 17 one. :D
holidays are more like camps week. really NOT looking forward to NCO camp on thurs. I am going to have to be mentally prepared for the worse and most tortuous camp. NCOs, please have mercy on us although i know you dont really like us.
yesterday's worship by Andrew Yeo was awesome, and following which a superb hilarious personal account by Pastor Glenn or otherwise known as BoomBoom. He said
"that woman was not only huge, not large but it was goliath's mama we are talking about"
*laughter*
"she wasnt wearing a dress, but a parachute!"okay, that was very sadistic but hilarious. i think the night rally was really enthusiastic and kinda regretted not asking some other people to go along.
but this morning's one was really to the heart. certainly, there was God presence at that point of time and the experience was once in a lifetime's. the time invested into going to Ignite was good. as for the workshops, i can recommend "Impacting the marketplace" cause it is not only on earthly things or totally spiritual but light-hearted, and on both. actually Nat and i were planning to go to the "Excuse Me, Would you be my friend" which turned out to be a BGR talk for the younger ones OR the one that for above 17 but we couldnt find the venue so landed up in the "Impacting the marketplace" workshop. But dont get me wrong, that workshop is really really good. i give it 2 thumbs up. :D
tomorrow's music clef is one messed up case. the timings keep changing. poor xw had to keep changing the time for me to suit either his or xp's. sorry xw, i owe you one. but at least, i still can make it for the Ignite's workshops in the afternoon and the rally at night. really looking forward for the worship. plus, i am planning to go to the workshop for the over 17 one. :D
holidays are more like camps week. really NOT looking forward to NCO camp on thurs. I am going to have to be mentally prepared for the worse and most tortuous camp. NCOs, please have mercy on us although i know you dont really like us.
they know better,
yet you said forever.
forever, who knew.
i will miss you my knight
yet you said forever.
forever, who knew.
i will miss you my knight
tagbacks.
michelle: Of cos! :D
joel: thanks.
tabi: since when i had one?
avy: i see... i find it more sweet than sticky.
cheryl: Very true! :D awesome eye candy! but there are so little hunks in Spore.
michelle: Of cos! :D
joel: thanks.
tabi: since when i had one?
avy: i see... i find it more sweet than sticky.
cheryl: Very true! :D awesome eye candy! but there are so little hunks in Spore.
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- あい,Rei 8:03 pm
Thursday, March 08, 2007, 10:30 pm | 0 comments
that day i was tip-toeing when i was walking with Cheryl to make it look like i am of the same height as her. then she said something like this.
Cheryl: Dont worry, you are not short.
Joan : Woah. Really meh?
Cheryl : Yeah. Not short.
Cheryl : Just get a taller guy.
Joan : Yeah, one of those tall, angmor guys.
Cheryl : No, its one of those HOT, tall, angmor guys. Must be HOT.
okay. that was funny yet motivational.
Cheryl: Dont worry, you are not short.
Joan : Woah. Really meh?
Cheryl : Yeah. Not short.
Cheryl : Just get a taller guy.
Joan : Yeah, one of those tall, angmor guys.
Cheryl : No, its one of those HOT, tall, angmor guys. Must be HOT.
okay. that was funny yet motivational.
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- あい,Rei 10:30 pm
, 8:09 pm | 0 comments
i cant believe i got a freaking A1 for my english.
23/30 for situational writing.
i think i must be a genius then.
but anyways, i am sure it was God helping me then. so another thing on the thanksgiving list. it is obviously through his guidance that i get this marks. so praise be to him. :D
i've been making many skins these days. yesterday chionged Michelle's one out and today i did my picture. :D plainly getting inspirations from songs i listen and get addicted to, i think i wasting my time making and changing all these pictures and skins too often. i should in fact use some of this bloody time studying Bio or practicing Amaths than searching for pictures on DeviantArt. but too bad, that habit is going to be stuck in me for some time.
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENXIN! :D
mosquito's getting bigger and sexier!
not to forget, more sophisticated. xD
23/30 for situational writing.
i think i must be a genius then.
but anyways, i am sure it was God helping me then. so another thing on the thanksgiving list. it is obviously through his guidance that i get this marks. so praise be to him. :D
i've been making many skins these days. yesterday chionged Michelle's one out and today i did my picture. :D plainly getting inspirations from songs i listen and get addicted to, i think i wasting my time making and changing all these pictures and skins too often. i should in fact use some of this bloody time studying Bio or practicing Amaths than searching for pictures on DeviantArt. but too bad, that habit is going to be stuck in me for some time.
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENXIN! :D
mosquito's getting bigger and sexier!
not to forget, more sophisticated. xD
you are in my heart.
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- あい,Rei 8:09 pm
Wednesday, March 07, 2007, 10:25 pm | 0 comments
- あい,Rei 10:25 pm
Monday, March 05, 2007, 4:34 pm | 0 comments
today certainly was results day.
i got back all the freaking lousy grades papers and that includes physics, biology and e maths. from this i can already conclude that 3A is seriously one mugger class. almost everyone mugs like there is no tomorrow. come to think of it, the fact that i used to get higher grades is because 2C never bothers to study other than some hardworking freaks. and mich is already calling me a mugger. guess i may one day really become one hardcore mugger.
ohman. i truely hate studying so freaking much.
other than that, someone pissed me off damn much today. talk about dominating personality with a mix of bitchy, poser and self fish. no wonder i never got along with that person. i'm nice enough not to reveal that person's identity. but please, if that someone is reading, be smart enough to get this into your head - you will NOT go far with all these crap. its more like you are dominating and restricting so called good friends when they are actually great people. come on! grow up and think for others!
i am tired of standing all these nonsense.
i am tired of seeing the conflicts.
i am tired of living a life of rejects and cycles.
i want to live a life of enjoyment. where i can enjoy every single thing i do. be it playing the guitar or doing chores. that then is real fun.
someone once told me that the Nike slogan "Just Do It" is one of the most optimistic phrase. And i really agree with what he says. maybe someday i should just do it and enjoy whatever i am doing.
from the bottom of my broken heart.
long owed tagbacks:
michelle: opps. didnt notice typo. and really, such guy DO exist.
az: LOL. caramel is someone. *winks* and of cause, hui min is ACTING tall, she isnt tall mah. XD jkjk.
joel: wow. thats nice.
justin: of course its nice! i did it mah. joking. and what cartoons did they put?
i got back all the freaking lousy grades papers and that includes physics, biology and e maths. from this i can already conclude that 3A is seriously one mugger class. almost everyone mugs like there is no tomorrow. come to think of it, the fact that i used to get higher grades is because 2C never bothers to study other than some hardworking freaks. and mich is already calling me a mugger. guess i may one day really become one hardcore mugger.
ohman. i truely hate studying so freaking much.
other than that, someone pissed me off damn much today. talk about dominating personality with a mix of bitchy, poser and self fish. no wonder i never got along with that person. i'm nice enough not to reveal that person's identity. but please, if that someone is reading, be smart enough to get this into your head - you will NOT go far with all these crap. its more like you are dominating and restricting so called good friends when they are actually great people. come on! grow up and think for others!
i am tired of standing all these nonsense.
i am tired of seeing the conflicts.
i am tired of living a life of rejects and cycles.
i want to live a life of enjoyment. where i can enjoy every single thing i do. be it playing the guitar or doing chores. that then is real fun.
someone once told me that the Nike slogan "Just Do It" is one of the most optimistic phrase. And i really agree with what he says. maybe someday i should just do it and enjoy whatever i am doing.
from the bottom of my broken heart.
and You are the one that i love.
long owed tagbacks:
michelle: opps. didnt notice typo. and really, such guy DO exist.
az: LOL. caramel is someone. *winks* and of cause, hui min is ACTING tall, she isnt tall mah. XD jkjk.
joel: wow. thats nice.
justin: of course its nice! i did it mah. joking. and what cartoons did they put?
Labels: 3A Related
- あい,Rei 4:34 pm
Sunday, March 04, 2007, 8:19 pm | 0 comments
zoom goes the weekends and ouch goes my fingers.
i got a super bad feeling that all the papers are going to come back tomorrow. and guess what? that means we got to start studying and slogging our hearts out. plus, all the lower sec kiddos are back from their horrid cohort camp in ubin. too bad for them! their cohort camp was the total opposite from ours last year. ours was super hot hot hot! the sting of the sun burns are still vivid in my mind okay! but poor sec 2s. they got a super wet weather and while they are not allowed to do all the fun stuff like kayaking, we are enjoying the rain in Spore. :D (too bad sec2s!)
oh. that so reminds me the time we were kayaking in cohort camp. we held hands as a class and we were so afraid of falling into the water. one of the best times.
and for the 3A people, i have already collected the class tees. dont blame me because the prints are too small unless you are willing to pay like $3 more for each person in the class. i got budget okay! but overall, i think the material was worth the price.
and i must thank Emelynn, YanSiang, Firza and not to forget HuiMin for accompanying me all the way to braddel to collect those shirts. and especially HuiMin for accompanying me all the way back to TK and lugging all the shirts in that super wet weather. we waited about 45 mins for the cab okay! so you 3A people better be thankful!
that also reminds me of the question Ma'am Jolene asked me.
"Joan, what post do you want?"
and i answered without much thought,
"Sec 1 i/c"
and i dont regret it. i really want to take the Sec Ones. for some reason, i dont really like the sec 2s because i find SOME of them really stuck up and not co-operative. sec1s on the other hand, should be able to bond with us better and i believe that they will, just like when we were sec 1. :D hopefully i can get that post and not some super slack one cause i will definitely slack on my already slack job. i really need A for CCA to rescue me from my really crazy subject combinations.
saturday was really meaningful. Pastor Rach's message was really really relevant. dont you guys think so? "Jesus loves me, this i know"
and oh yes, then there was a bunch of people wondering who is Rei.
let me give you a clue. Rei is a girl's name. :)
Intimacy is what i miss from you.
But i will wait. and wait.
amazing love, how can it be that my king would die for me.
p.s - Mich, such guy DO exist. :D
i got a super bad feeling that all the papers are going to come back tomorrow. and guess what? that means we got to start studying and slogging our hearts out. plus, all the lower sec kiddos are back from their horrid cohort camp in ubin. too bad for them! their cohort camp was the total opposite from ours last year. ours was super hot hot hot! the sting of the sun burns are still vivid in my mind okay! but poor sec 2s. they got a super wet weather and while they are not allowed to do all the fun stuff like kayaking, we are enjoying the rain in Spore. :D (too bad sec2s!)
oh. that so reminds me the time we were kayaking in cohort camp. we held hands as a class and we were so afraid of falling into the water. one of the best times.
and for the 3A people, i have already collected the class tees. dont blame me because the prints are too small unless you are willing to pay like $3 more for each person in the class. i got budget okay! but overall, i think the material was worth the price.
and i must thank Emelynn, YanSiang, Firza and not to forget HuiMin for accompanying me all the way to braddel to collect those shirts. and especially HuiMin for accompanying me all the way back to TK and lugging all the shirts in that super wet weather. we waited about 45 mins for the cab okay! so you 3A people better be thankful!
that also reminds me of the question Ma'am Jolene asked me."Joan, what post do you want?"
and i answered without much thought,
"Sec 1 i/c"
and i dont regret it. i really want to take the Sec Ones. for some reason, i dont really like the sec 2s because i find SOME of them really stuck up and not co-operative. sec1s on the other hand, should be able to bond with us better and i believe that they will, just like when we were sec 1. :D hopefully i can get that post and not some super slack one cause i will definitely slack on my already slack job. i really need A for CCA to rescue me from my really crazy subject combinations.
saturday was really meaningful. Pastor Rach's message was really really relevant. dont you guys think so? "Jesus loves me, this i know"and oh yes, then there was a bunch of people wondering who is Rei.
let me give you a clue. Rei is a girl's name. :)
Intimacy is what i miss from you.
But i will wait. and wait.
amazing love, how can it be that my king would die for me.
p.s - Mich, such guy DO exist. :D
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 8:19 pm
Thursday, March 01, 2007, 7:48 pm | 0 comments
the rain is falling on me.
quenching my soul
making me whole.
making me whole.
oh yes. it finally rained day and night, just as i have requested. it should really rain more often. love the wonderful weather.
common tests are over. the feeling is great and i can finally get a short vacation away from my books. whats better is that the lower sec kiddos are off to cohort camp. sec1s at dairy farm and sec2s at ubin. school has suddenly became so much better.
and guess what? i am finally collecting the class tees tmr. i really really hope it turns out nice. super nice i mean. :D after all, this is gonna last me two year.
anyways, i was blog hopping and i found this on a sec 2's blog (her name is Cheryl).
touching i tell you. damn sweet. too sweet for words.
what do YOU think? :)
Labels: Daily Rants
- あい,Rei 7:48 pm