School's starting tomorrow. That blue, sulky feeling is seeping into me. Honestly, I really dont enjoy school's company as much this year and the lessons are plain stressful. I've got a super short attention span at times and i will start fidgeting and doodling around and there goes the whole day of lessons. Seriously, it doesn't help to act this way in 3A. It is somewhat like when everyone's chionging desperately for the finishing line to be the champion, some even nudging others off the track or tripping other over in order to get past them while me? I will be behind them, strolling, waving and cheering for them as i eat my chips and see them win me, AND the worst part is, contented that they won.
Its amazing how you can hate yourself, well, not as a whole but really, certain parts about yourself.

I didnt even have my share of fun this holiday and it feels so unfair that now, in the midst of being hang out with friends, school HAS to start. Simply ANNOYING. And to all you out there, raise your hand if you haven't done finish your homework.
Okay, I already can imagine a handful of you that are waving your hands majestically in the air. While on the other hand, I already know some people that finished their share nice and clean WAY before the holidays started. Especially those that are CCA-free. UNLIKE ME.
AND I believe alot of UG people would LOVE to claim back their holidays from school. Well, I will want to be the first in the line for that.

Anyways, Cell Outing yesterday was really tiring. It was mostly here and there, from arcade to biking to dinner to foosball to walking all the way back and forth. But hey! Nat and Samuel and all the other leaders put in like TONS of effort okay. So i am plain grateful for them.

Thinking of how fast time flies scares me alot. Sooner or later we will be seeing the guys with lesser hair and graduating to university. Destiny? I dont know where am i headed to yet. But I sure hope God has some hot/cute/charming/sweet guy out there waiting for me.



Worship You Alone



Verse
Your faithfulness, Never fails
Your faithfulness, Everyday
You're the same.
Unfailing love, Sets me free
Unfailing love, You lead me
With your hand.

Bridge
And all i know
With your arms around me
Your face is all that i can see
Your love and grace
Pick me up and hold me
You alone are holy

Chorus
For you alone are great in power
You alone are my strong tower
And i will lift my heart and soul
To worship you alone

For you alone are my desire
You have set me heart on fire
And i will lift my heart and soul
To worship alone
Worship alone

And I will follow after you
For you are my desire
Oh Jesus