AHH! Start of prelims tomorrow. :S But thats just ONE paper and the rest has 2 weeks more to come. :( There goes my holidays.

Mundane school life and it seems to tick me off day after day. Like please? I've realised that there are people that are so fake that even Micheal Jackson will envy them. No, I'm not going insane but really, there are people that are THAT fake. I feel very sorry for them lah.

I've come to realise that really, it is the Relationship that makes the whole difference. I dont understand how people can live their life like that everyday, not knowing the true meaning of life. Like have they ever thought of whats beyond this life, whats beyond death? Many believe in second life but like dont tell me you gonna come back and slog your life away again? Bury yourself in mountains of books to get yourself smarter but you never see the use of them even if you get a super high paying job? I'm not saying that studying is useless but like whats the point if in the end your life is centered around it while inside you, you can ask "whats my life for" and the answer is no where to be found.

My life is certainly not centered over studies (many can see that) or over pudding or over japanese dramas or anything else but God. Somehow He has opened my eyes these few weeks to see the sadness of the people these days. People living to please OTHERS or THEMSELVES and not to honour the One. What can you do when you dont have the Boss supporting you? You cant even get pass the approval stage and everything is gone to waste. But with my Boss supporting me, everything will go A-okay, the way my Boss wants it to happen. I think this makes PERFECT sense.

Dont slog your life for something. Slog your life for The thing.
And of course, letting your Boss control you isnt fun at times, infact it can drive you nutters (like what I am now ) but who am I to complain? Just do it lor.

Found this vid from Tabs blog and i thought it was SUBARASHI (superb). Wake up people. WAKE UP. Reality time.



Yes, so much for "Reality TV" cause not a single bit of that is the REAL thing.
So WAKEUP.

Okay lah, i need to go remove my candy coloured nail polish for tomorrow's exam. I think its SO cute. :D I'll paint them again on friday. I'm mentally tired and need to play.


Cant wait till O levels are over. Just cant wait.
I'm so thankful for true, great friends at a time like this.