my recent post made people worry.
i'm okay. i am not on the verge of suicide. people get sad and emo at times dont they? so forgive me.
thanks to those that were concerned. im okay already.

Weekday blues and the numerous tests are pushing us to the corner, i feel so suffocated. There is like a daily routine that we are leaving through. Falling unconsciously into that frustrating cycle. At times i feel like i dont own and live my life and instead, there is some robot in me that is filling in the space of time and doing what we are all expected to do.

Today was another "routine". Did whatever that was expected of me like running 2.4. There wasnt any mood in me to run the 2.4. Zero, zilch. Ms Edison's chemistry lesson can be said as entertaining, with all her "everyone's happy, are you happy?". But after that, it was just simply the piling of homework.

Amongst the contributions to the homework, there is Ms Ang's. Thats right, Ms Ang's. She is our new biology teacher. Dont know what happened to the other teachers like Mrs Yap and Mr Chen but she's taking over and thats a wish came true. Thanks God. In fact, Ms (or Mrs) Ang is the only reason why i decided to go 3A. Or else why the hell would i go 3A for? Its muggers-land and i dont belong there.

I'm tired. So im stopping here. Pounding headache and muscle aches are overwhelming. I dont know where this routine going to end.

Tell me to go and get a life. Cause i really need it.
Tell me i have no purpose in living. Cause i have just lost it.

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